How do I know you love me?

We keep our questioning theme today with a Mandarin song and its Cantonese version, both titled 我如何知道你爱我 | Wǒ rúhé zhīdào nǐ ài wǒ | Ngo5 jyu4-ho4 zi1-dou3 nei5 ngoi3 ngo5, which translates to this post's title. «Both met shortly before Christmas 2011 and translated during the Christmas holidays. The Mandarin song is translated to French too, probably that summer, when I was filling the columns in my file. By the way, my file suggests I found the Cantonese version before the Mandarin version, or that I translated them in that order», the post used to say. «Sssso… I can find no evidence of a musical translation during the holidays. I did make a literal one, which I sent to my corrector on 9/1/12, and then insisted about sometime in Feb because he'd forgotten about both songs. Unless there is a translation lurking around in some notebook, waiting to be copied, this leads me to the conclusion that the translations were either in files lost to a broken hard disk (which would seem very weird: why conserve a transcription attempt of captions and not a musical translation of the same song?), or not made back then. Indeed, if we look at the files, we see a very out-of-date 28/7/12 11:01 file where both songs are left with holes for the translation. I hope to find the printout of that file, which, if it contained handwritten translations of these songs, would confirm they were (re)made in July, or possibly all the way on 3 4 or 5 of August 2012», I wrote. And then I found both the printout and the notebook with the translations. OK, so let's put some order into this:

1. Starting from the Cantonese song;
   
   1. The Science notebook, in the 11/1 lesson, presented the translation on the left; note also the version «That endless, sideless, dark night so allow / To drown me full», written and immediately rejected on 30/1 in sci q, just after the 30/1 sci q variant here, which I somehow miscopied as «That sideless, endless, obscure night allow / To drown me full» 15/6/22 14:44, both versions I will not implement, because the former is terrible and the latter omits the "so" found in the Chinese;
   2. The printout actually acknowledges this, marking its own version as «11/1 hora ʃi» (11/1 during Science class), and largely modifying the sci q version, getting to the Printout version on the right;
   3. The 5/8/12 19:26 file has the final translation, with a different part «I’m now the one man / Wand’ring this sky-corner», which becomes the below version between a 8/5/13 22:08 file and a 9/7/13 12:22 file;
2. As for the Chinese one:
   
   1. The science notebook's translation is missing the first two lines, which I will integrate from the other science notebook translation, and seems to have forgotten about the second line of the chorus, identifying it with the fifth one; it was done on 11/1, right after the Cantonese-English one;
   2. Well actually, there is some more stuff on 25/1, precisely a second version, with errors corrected, which shall have to count as a lost translation, thus making for a split timeline;
   3. The printout marks this as «11/1 after cant[onese], skipped 1st 2 lines þen, swapped x [l. 2 of chorus] wi' y [l. 5 of it] and skipped x», and makes a few modifications, landing us on the Printout version below; it also has French, surprisingly, in the below form save for «s'intersectent» ending l. 1, «Est-ce qu'y a» in l. 4 then changed to «a-t-il un», «toute cendre» in l. 5, «Que j'sois déchirer» in l. 6, «Comme peut-il se délivrer» for the final line of section 1, «Ne m' fait n'exister pas» in the last line before the "chorus";
   4. The 5/8/12 19:26 file contains Final English version, and a hole for the French; the 18/8/12 15:27 file contains the final French version.

Let's see them!

总是在爱恨交错时候 才了解世间冷暖起落 心里最深最深的伤口 有谁能够让它愈合 在希望燃成灰烬以后 让自己撕裂在狂野风中 锁链缠绕的心灵 要如何才能解脱 问你是不是在意我的感受 不要让我连明天都没有 我如何知道你爱我 心中的话没有机会诉说 万家灯火哪一盏属于我 我如何知道你爱我 心中的话究竟有谁能懂 就让那无边无际的黑夜 淹没了我 Sci q Sci q 2 Printout Final [Each time when love and hate do criss-cross, The world’s mood-change I can comprehend.] In my heart there’s a deep, so deep wound, Is there one who can make it heal? When all my hope to ashes has burnt, Let me be scattered inside a wild wind. My poor heart’s all full wrapped in chains: How can it itself befree? Do you or don’t you for my feelings have care? Don’t let me not exist tomorrow too! How do I know that you love me? Have my heart's words Can a person understand my heart’s words? Which of those dazzling lights belongs to me? How do I know that you love me? [Can a person understand my heart’s words?] So let that sideless, endless, obscure night Wrap me, me drown. At all times Each time when love and hate do criss-cross, The->Each world's mood-changes I can comprehend In my heart there’s a deep, so deep wound, Is there one who can make it heal? When all my hope to ashes has burnt, Let me be scattered inside a wild wind. My poor heart’s all wrapped in chains: How can it itself befree? Do you or don’t you for my feelings have care? Don’t make me not exist tomorrow too! How do I know that you love me? My heart's words will never have expression Which of these dazzling lights belongs to me? How do I know that you love me? Can a person understand my heart’s words? So let that sideless, endless, obscure night Wrap me, me drown. All times, when love and hate intersect, The world’s mood-changes I understand. In my 心[=heart] þere’s a deep, so d. wound, Is þere one ʍo can mk it heal? ʍen all my hope to aʃes hs burnt, Let me be scattered inside a wild wind. My poor heart’s all wrapped in chains: How can it itself befree? Do U or don’t U care about my feelings? Don’t let me not ∃ tomorrow too! How do I know þt U luv me? My heart's words… No occasion to express m. h.’s w.! ʍich o' þese dazzlin' lights beloŋs to me? How do I know þt U luv me? Can a person understand my heart’s words? So let þat sideless endless, obscure night Wrap me, me drown. All times, when love and hate intersect, The world’s mood-changes I understand. In my heart there’s a deep, so deep wound, Is there one who can make it heal? When all my hope to ashes has burnt, Let me be torn up inside a wild wind. My poor heart’s all wrapped in chains: How can it itself befree? Do you or don’t you care about my feelings? Don’t make me not exist tomorrow too! How do I know that you love me? No occasion to espress my heart’s words! Which of those dazzling lights belongs to me? How do I know that you love me? Can somebody understand my heart’s words? So let that endless sideless obscure night Wrap me, me drown. * 夜间的星星不必再数 内心的哭声不必再吐 用我最真最深的倾诉 愿意搏取她的欢心 谁知她竟得轻轻笑声 回身她只得沉默的一句 无奈她说不可以 谁知道她竟推托 # 如今只得我 流浪天边一角 谁人能给我温暖的感觉 人间的恋爱多变幻 问那悲哀为何偏偏选我 问天雨风哪一方属于我 @ 愿天边的野草笑望 望那可悲可笑可欺的我 回身倒扑在黑夜全为妳 欺骗了我 * # @ @（到了“全为妳”） @ * The number of night-time stars may change, My heart's cries may not once more come out. With my most true, most deep confession I will fight so that she like me. Who knew she did in fact gently laugh? She could but backwards turn in full silence She must tell that she cannot. Who knew she made up excuses? # I am the only Crossing this sky-corner. Who can a warm warm feeling give to me? The world’s loves do so often change: Why does sadness thus me insist on choosing? Is’t wind, rain, or sky that belongs to me? Sky-wilderness, do look on me, So ridiculous, pathetic, cheated! I turn and fall on dark night, all ’cause you Have cheated me. * # @ @ (up to all ’cause you) @

Zǒngshì zài ài hèn jiāocuò shíhou Cái liǎojiě shìjiān lěngnuǎn qǐluò Xīn lǐ zuì shēn zuì shēn de shāngkǒu Yǒu shéi nénggòu ràng tā yùhé Zài xīwàng rán chéng huījìn yǐhòu Ràng zìjǐ sīliè zài kuángyě fēng zhōng Suǒliàn chánrào de xīnlíng Yào rúhé cáinéng jiětuō Wèn nǐ shì bù shì zàiyì wǒ de gǎnshòu Bù yào ràng wǒ lián míngtiān dōu méi yǒu Wǒ rúhé zhīdào nǐ ài wǒ Xīn zhōng de huà méi yǒu jīhuì sùshuō Wànjiā-dēnghuǒ nǎ yī zhǎn shǔyú wǒ Wǒ rúhé zhīdào nǐ ài wǒ Xīn zhōng de huà jiùjìng yǒu shéi néng dǒng Jiù ràng nà wúbiān-wújì de hēiyè Yānmòle wǒ Toujours, si amour et haine se rencontrent, J’ comprends les changes d’humeur de ce monde. Dans mon cœur j’ai une plaie profonde : Est-ce qu’il y a qui la peut guérir ? Quand mon espoir sera tout en cendre, Que j’ sois déchiré dans un sauvage vent. Tout chaîné, mon pauvre cœur Comment peut-il s’ délivrer ? Est-ce qu’il t’importe ou pas de c’ que je sens ? Ne m’ fait exister pas demain aussi ! Comment est-ce que je sais qu’ tu m’aimes ? Les mots d’ mon cœur, je peux pas les dire ! De ces lumières, quelle appartient à moi ? Comment est-ce que je sais qu’ tu m’aimes ? Les mots d’ mon cœur, qui peut les comprendre ? Alors laisse que cette nuit qui n’a pas d’ fin Me noye et tue. * Je6-gaan1 dik1 sing1-sing1 bat1 bit1 zoi3 sou3 Noi6-sam1 dik1 huk1-sing1 bat1 bit1 zoi3 tou3 Jung6 ngo5 zeoi3 zan1 zeoi3 sam1 dik1 king1-sou3 Jun6-ji3 bok3 ceoi2 ta1 dik1 fun1-sam1 Seoi4 zi1 ta1 ging2 dak1 hing1-hing1 siu3-sing1 Wui4-san1 ta1 zi2 dak1 cam4-mak6 dik1 jat1-geui3 Mou4-noi6 ta1 syut3 bat1 ho2-ji5 Seoi4 zi1-dou3 ta1 ging2 teui1-tok3 # Ju4-gam1 zi2 dak1 ngo5 Lau4-long6 tin1-bin1 jat1-gok3 Seoi4-yan4 nang4 kap1 ngo5 wan1-nyun5 dik1 gam2-gok3 Yan4-gaan1 dik1 lyun2-ngoi3 do1 bin3-waan6 Man6 na5 bei1-oi1 wai6-ho4 pin1-pin1 syun2 ngo5 Man5 tin1 ju5 fung1 na5 jat1-fong1 suk6-ju1/4 ngo5 @ Jun6 tin1-bin1 dik1 je5-cou2 siu3-mong6 Mong6 na5 ho2-bei1 ho2-siu3 ho2-hei1 dik1 ngo5 Wui4-san1 dou2 pok3 zoi6 hak1-ye6 cyun4 wai6 nei5 Hei1-pin3-liu5 ngo5 * # @ @ (dou3-liu5 “chyun4 wai6 nei5”) @ Printout Final * You I need not count night-time stars once more, I need not spit my heart's tears once more. Wiþ my most true, most deep confession I will fight so þat she lk me. ʍo knew ʃe did in fact gently laugh? ʃe cld bt turn backwards -> backwards turn around in full silence She just says ʃe can’t: þat’s all ʃe quibbled in fact: ʍo knew? # I am þe only Crossing Wand'ring þis sky-corner ʍo can a warm w. feelin' give to me? Þe world’s loves do so often change ʍy does sadness me insist on choosing? Is’t wind, rain or sky þat beloŋs to me? Sky-wilderness, now look on me, So ridiculous, pathetic, cheated! I turn & fall on dark night, all ’cause you Have cheated me. * # @ @ (up to all ’cause you) @ * I need not count night-time stars again I need not spit my heart's tears again With my most true most deep confession I will fight so that she like me. Who knew she actually gently laughed? She can just turn around in full silence She just says she can’t: that’s all She quibbled in fact: who knew? # I now can only Wander this sky-corner Who can a warm warm feeling give to me? The world’s loves do so often change Why does sadness me insist on choosing? Is’t wind rain or sky that belongs to me? Sky-wilderness, now look on me, So ridiculous, pathetic, cheated! I turn to fall on dark night, all ’cause you Have cheated me. * # @ @ (up to all ’cause you) @

All the Indonesian songs I have met

This is another out-of-schedule super-long post – well, actually not that long, given I only know 20 Indonesian songs. I stumbled upon Indonesian in my first year of studying Chinese, as I found the Hakka song here with Indonesian subtitles. I have:

• 6 songs from that year (Sep 2011 - Aug 2012), all found in May-July, plus one from August, found in a file saved from Firefox outside the usual sessions;
• 3 from year 2 (Sep 2012 - Aug 2013, «both found between Dec 17 and Dec 25», I wrote, though I have no clue how I came to that conclusion, plus one (Lagu Obeng, found Sep 17 2013) that is half in Indonesian and half in Hakka and which I decided to classify as Chinese and omit from this post;
• 3 from year 3 (Sep 2013 - Aug 2014), all from April-June;
• 6 from year 6 (Sep 2016 - Aug 2017, more precisely sometime in Aug/Sep 2017);
• 2 from year 7 (Sep 2017-Aug 2018), one from March and one from April;
• 1 from year 8 (2018-2019), from October;
• 3 from year 9 (Sep 2019-Aug 2020), all from November.
• 1 from year 10 (Sep 2020-Aug 2021), from a copyright claim in April.

So let's get to the index and then the songs.

Year 1

1. Bulan menjadi saksi; found no later than 30/5/2012;
2. Katakan tak cinta aku; found no later than 29/5/2012, but Chinese songs file says this was after the previous one;
3. Ling Ling Ling; found no later than 31/5/2012;
4. Tiga kata… aishiteru; found no later than 24/7/2012;
5. Amoy; found no later than 13/7/2012, screw chronological order, no way I'm reordering the songs here :);
6. Sempurna; found in a Firefox savefile of a Chinese page containing the lyrics and probably an embedded video of the song; file dates Aug 8 2012.

Year 2

1. Retak Hatiku; found perhaps no later than Christmas 2012, probably during the Christmas holidays
2. Sampai Bila; same as above
3. Lagu Obeng (Obeng's song); I report it here because it starts in Indo, but since it's mostly in Hakka I don't put the text here; it's Song 134 from Year 2 on the Chinese songs post, and will be added there sooner or later.

Year 3

1. 记事本, versi Indonesia; found no later than 25/4/2014;
2. Berharap suatu hari; found no later than 28/5/2014;
3. Kugadaikan cintaku; found no later than 12/6/2014.

Year 6

1. Dear Diary;
2. Diari Déprésiku;
3. Tak Ingin Bercinta Lagi;
4. Tak Ingin Bercinta Lagi (Elvie Kiray); I posted a transcription request for this at Lyricstranslate, and it was answered; without that, I could only transcribe «Dua kali, dua kali, / Dua kaliku / Putus cinta / Kau ikari janji / Supa seteknya mu / Cintaku yang suci / Engkau ki…», which is all that was here prior to the 15/5/21 update;
5. Tanpa kamu;
6. Kesal; found 29/9/2017.

Year 7

1. Ku tak ingin (bercinta lagi);
2. Kau pergi tanpa pesan; the lyrics I found via Google don't match what I hear, so I tried to fix them, and IIRC an Indonesian friend of mine helped me fix them better, so they should be correct.

Year 8

1. Apél; I met this when my Indonesian friend sent me part of it in a voice message; the "improvised" version he sent will be in {}.

Year 9

1. A mysterious song extract used as a soundtrack on a Facebook video;
2. Selamanya kucinta kau tuhan; I assume I found the lyrics (which are now a rotten link, see here for one that works) while trying to locate the above mystery, and then found a video to match it (well, actually this now-unavailable video);
3. Setia padamu; pretty sure it's ditto to the above, lyrics and video.

Year 10

1. Perlukah cinta diuji; I met this because a video of mine, which was about a Min Nan song of the same tune, was copyright-claimed for it; the video comes from the details of the claim, the lyrics, which were apparently found on Musixmatch, I submitted to Lyricstranslate to request a translation.

Bulan menjadi saksi (video) Kau bertanya kepadaku Cintakah padamu Cintaku tulus suci dan murni Bulan menjadi saksi Kau bertanya kepadaku Sayangkah padamu Hanyalah engkau yang kusayangi Bulan menjadi saksi Pelukan yang hangat Menyejukan jiwaku Kecupan yang mesra Meluluhkan hatiku Ku berjanji kepadamu Cintaku abadi Sampai kiamat tak kan berubah Bulan menjadi saksi Katakan tak cinta aku (video) Salahkah ku cintai mu Tanpa tahu ketulusan mu Indah alis mata mu Jangan berpaling dariku Kau pilih dia bukan aku Masih bilang suka padaku Beri alasan untuk ku Jangan buat ku ragu Ku hanya ingin kebahagiaan mu Ku tak kan memaksa cinta mu Kalau kau tak cinta aku Untuk apa ku pertahankan mu Katakan isi dihati mu Bahwa cinta ini untuk mu Jika didalam hatimu Tak pernah ada aku Tolong katakan tak cinta aku Ling Ling Ling (video) Ling Ling Ling Ling oh kekasihku Dara lincah tetanggaku Diam diam aku jatuh cinta Kepadanya oh Ling Ling Ling Pada suatu hari yang indah Di pésta ulang tahunku Diam diam dia menciumku Hadiah ulang tahunku Ling Ling sekarang sudah tiada lagi Dia kembali ke negerinya Tinggallah daku hanya seorang diri Cinta bersemi di hatiku Ling Ling Ling oh kekasihku Bila kau kembali lagi Bersamaku, seperti yang lalu, Kekasihku, oh Ling Ling Ling Tiga kata… ai shiteru (video) Yeah! Lagu ini ditujukan kepada mereka Yang sudah lupa erti cinta Hanya tiga kata saja… Cukup besar maksudnya… * Wo ai ni I love you Aku cinta padamu Tiga kata paling bermakna… Tapi jarangya didengar Naan unnai kathalikaraen Sarang haeyo Ai shiteru Tiga kata paling menyentuh… Tapi jarangya disebut Mungkinkah kerna kita… Dah terlalu selesa… Keintiman seolah semakin hambar… Dari gerak gaya… Hingga ke tutur kata… Tak menggambarkan cinta… * # Katakan ci-ci-cinta Ci-ci-cinta kamu Katakan ci-ci-cinta Ci-ci-cinta~… Walaupun kita saling… Sayang satu sama lain… Tapi kenapa sukar Meluahkan rasa~ Berikan mereka tahu… Andainya hari esok… Ditakdirkan berpisah… Huuuuuh~… * RAP: Dalam kesibukan kita Seringkali hilang Kemesraan dengan Mereka di sisi Tak rasa bersyukur… Tak rasa berbangga Mempunyai bahu sedia Untuk kita bersandar… Pejamkan matamu… Lihatlah di hatimu semua Kasih terhimpun dibiarkan terkurung… Jadi luahkan sekarang… Luahkan… * # Wo ai ni I love you Amoy (video) Kau gadis yang rupawan Oh manis senyumanmu Disaat ku berkenalan Di jembatan lima alamatmu Kau pakai baju biru Oh terpikat hatiku Lesung pipit di pipimu Membuatku ingin menciummu Amoy oh Amoy.. Engkau malu malu.. Waktu ku belai rambutmu Senang hatiku Setelah ku tahu Engkau cinta kepadaku Sempurna (blocked video and lyrics, video) Kau begitu sempurna Dimataku kau begitu indah Kau membuat diriku Akan slalu memujamu Di setiap langkahku Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu * Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku Takkan mampu menghadapi semua Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa # Kau adalah darahku Kau adalah jantungku Kau adalah hidupku Lengkapi diriku Oh sayangku, kau begitu # Sempurna… Kau genggam tanganku Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku * # Sempurna… # Oh sayangku, kau begitu Sempurna… sempurna… Sempurna… sempurna! Retak hatiku (video) Berabad kita Telah bercinta Mengapa kini Engkau berubah Sedangkan aku Masih kekal setia Mengharap kasih Menjadi bintang jiwa Mana janjimu Akan setia Menyayangiku Sïang malammu Melindungi Dari bara sengsara Mempertahankan Mahligai bersama Kini tiada erti Memberi janji Janji manis mu dulu Hingga jadi Api membakar dada ini * Hati ini Hancur dan luluh kerana mu Hati ini Hancur dan luluh kerana mu Tergamak kau berpaling Dan teguh memilih dia Semenjak hatimu Dicuri gelita # Hati ini Hancur dan luluh kerana mu Hati ini Hancur dan luluh kerana mu Seandainya ada lagi Cinta di hati ini Akan kubenamkan serpihannya Selamanya * # * # Semalaman Di cermin kenangan Jari berdarah Di retak setia Menanggung luka Di sebalik senyuman Hanya kerana Aku seorang wanita Lemah tiada daya Hati kecewa Dengan janji manismu Kini jadi api Membakar dada ini... Sampai Bila (video) Diantara kita Akukah yang bersalah Hinggakan kau pergi Tanpa kata-kata Mungkinkah caraku Melukakan hatimu Maafkanlah daku Oh... sayangku Ke manakah janjimu itu Yang kau ingin bersama Dimanakah kasih sayangmu itu Yang sedang dilémma rindu Oooh… Sampai bilakah Aku harus menanti Sampai bilakah Aku harus menangis Sampai bilakah Aku harus menanti dirimu Sampai bilakah Cinta kita begini ………… Ku mengharapkan Kepulanganmu Ke manakah arah Cintamu itu Yang telah kita Bina bersama Untuk kita berdua Kembalilah wahai Oh... sayangku Ku kirimkan doa Dan restu Kembalilah sayang Pada janjimu Dirimu tetap ku tunggu Sampai bilakah Aku harus menanti Sampai bilakah Aku harus menangis Sampai bilakah Aku harus menanti dirimu Sampai bilakah Cinta kita begini Sampai bilakah Aku harus menanti Sampai bilakah Aku harus menangis Sampai bilakah Aku harus menanti dirimu Sampai bilakah Cinta kita begini 记事本, versi Indonesia (Mandarin original) Dilembaran diaryku ini Masih tersimpan sebuah kenangan Tentang dirimu tentang cintamu Yang t'lah berlalu Tetesan air mataku ini T'lah membasahi slembaran ini Ku tak mengerti kenapa terjadi Perpisahan ini Rasa sepi dalam hati Menyiksa hidupku hari demi hari Hidup tak berarti luka tersembunyi Siapa yang mengerti Hidup ini tak berarti Hanya bisa menangis dan nangis lagi Oh Tuhan tolong lah bawa hati ini Tak ingin bercinta lagi.... Mengelilingi Berharap suatu hari (video) * Lihat kau pergi Hati terasa pedih Cinta yang suci Kini kau tinggal pergi Jika nanti Kau merasa sendiri Ada aku Sini menanti Saat kau sepi Ku akan nemani # Kau pergi Hampa hati ini Kau pergi Air mata nemani Berharap suatu hari Engkau akan kembali Cinta ku tetap Kan menanti * # # Kugadaikan cintaku (video) Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... Di Radio Aku Dengar Lagu Kesayanganmu Kutelepon Di Rumah Mu Sedang Apa Sayangku Kuharap Engkau Mendengar Dan Kukatakan Rindu Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... Malam Minggu Pukul Tujuh Aku Apél Di Rumah Mu Kubersiul Dan Bernyanyi Membayangkan Dirimu Bercanda Dan Bercumbu (video: Dan Berdua) Duduk Berdua Denganmu Reff: Tetapi Mimpi Apa Aku Semalam Kulihat Engkau Duduk Berdua Bercanda Mesra Dengan Seorang Pria Kau Cubit Kau Peluk Kau Cium      (video: Kau goda kau cubit kau rayu) (Di video wanita berkata: Dalam tari anak sendiri delah pirama kebira Gombloh bercélotéh Tentang lagu kenangan Yang membiaskan pahalatan induk Gombloh kembali niji pai anda adalah Kugantungkan cintaku) (instr.) Bercanda Dan Bercumbu (video: Dan Berdua) Duduk Berdua Denganmu Reff: [Tetapi Mimpi Apa Aku Semalam] Kulihat Engkau Duduk Berdua oouo uo uo uo Bercanda Mesra Dengan Seorang Pria Kau Cubit Kau Peluk Kau Cium      (video: Kau goda kau cubit kau rayu – gila) Di Radio Aku Dengar Lagu Kesayangan Mu Kututupi Telingaku Dengan Dua Tanganku Biarlah Cepat Berlalu Dan Kugadaikan Cintaku Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... Kugantungkan Cintaku Yeee Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... Kugadaikan Cintaku Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... Kugantungkan Cintaku Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... Kugadaikan Cintaku Dear Diary (video) Dear diary, Ku ingin cerita kepadamu Tentangnya yang dulu singgah dihatiku Semenjak itu hidupku jadi bahagia Karena dia slalu ada di hidupku.. Woo.. Chorus: Tapi kini dia menghilang Dan tak tahu entah dimana Diaryku, ku merindukannya... (Woo) Pujaanku engkau ada dimana Telah habis air mata Dan segenap kata-kata Telah kucurahkan Woo… Haruskan aku berlari Sampai ke ujung dunia, Untuk mencarinya Chorus dengan "Woo" Woo… Chorus dengan "Woo" x2 (Kedua kali "Pujaanku" x3) Diari Déprésiku (video) Malam ini hujan Turun lagi Bersama kenangan yang ungkit Luka di hati Luka yang harusnya Dapat terobati Yang ku harap tiada Pernah terjadi Ku ingat saat ayah pergi, Dan kami mulai kelaparan Hal yang biasa buat aku, Hidup di jalanan Disaat ku belum mengerti, Arti sebuah perceraian Yang hancurkan semua hal indah, Yang dulu pernah aku miliki Wajar bila saat ini, Ku iri pada kalian Yang hidup bahagia berkat suasana Indah dalam rumah Hal yang selalu aku bandingkan dengan Hidupku yang kelam Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus Bertahan Mungkin sejenak dapat Aku lupakan Dengan minuman keras yang saat Ini ku genggam Atau menggoreskan Kaca di lenganku Apapun kan ku lakukan, Ku ingin lupakan Namun bila ku mulai sadar, Dari sisa mabuk semalam Perihnya luka ini semakin Dalam ku rasakan Disaat ku telah mengerti, Betapa indah dicintai Hal yang tak pernah ku dapatkan, Sejak aku hidup di jalanan Wajar bila saat ini, Ku iri pada kalian Yang hidup bahagia berkat suasana Indah dalam rumah Hal yang selalu aku bandingkan dengan Hidupku yang kelam Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus Bertahan Wajar bila saat ini, Ku iri pada kalian Yang hidup bahagia berkat suasana Indah dalam rumah Hal yang selalu aku bandingkan dengan Hidupku yang kelam Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus Bertahan Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus Bertahan Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus Bertahan Tak ingin bercinta lagi (video) Tak Ingin Bercinta Lagi Kerana Sudah Tertutup Pintu Hati Mungkin Kerana Terlalu Sedih Kenangan Pahit Yang Pernah Terjadi Oh Kini Bila Aku Sendiri Kau Datang Menghampiriku Lagi Kerana Tidak Aku Percaya Ku Bagaikan Bermimpi Korus Kehadiranmu Saam Di Sisiku Entah Kenapa Aku Tertunggu Tunggu Masa Masa Untuk Kita Bersama Menuju Waktu Yang Bagia Ingga Suatu Hari Nanti Kau Bukan Menjadi Milikku Namun Aku kan Merelakan Asalkan Engkau Bagia Tak ingin bercinta lagi (Elvie Kiray) (video) Dua kali, dua kali, Dua kali ku Putus cinta Kau ingkari janji Sumpah setia mu Cintaku yang suci Engkau khianati Kejam hatimu... Kau buat ku terluka lagi Menyesal... Menyesal... Menyesal... Ku mencintaimu Dua kali, dua kali, Dua kali ku Putus cinta Kau ingkari janji Sumpah setia mu Tuhan mengapa Tetap nasibku begini Gagal dan gagal lagi Ku membina cinta Apakah diriku Tak pantas dicinta Putus dan putus lagi Ku menjalin kasih Ku tak ingin tak ingin Bercinta lagi Ku tak mau tak mau Dikhianati Ku sakit hati Dua kali, dua kali, Dua kali ku Putus cinta Kau ingkari janji Sumpah setia mu Cintaku yang suci Engkau khianati Kejam hatimu... Kau buat ku terluka lagi Menyesal... Menyesal... Menyesal... Tanpa Kamu (video) Tanpa Kamu Hidup Ini Tak Berarti Tanpa Kamu Jiwaku Terasa Sunyi Bukan Bibir Ini Yang Menyatakan Cinta Tetapi Hatiku Yang Berbicara Tanpa Kamu Hidup Ini Tak Berarti Tanpa Kamu Jiwaku Terasa Sunyi Bukan Bibir Ini Yang Menyatakan Cinta Tetapi Hatiku Yang Berbicara Tanpa Kamu Di Dalam Do’a Aku Meminta Semoga Cinta Kita Terjaga Di Dalam Hati Tersimpan Rapi Sumpah Janji Sehidup Semati Hanya Satu Nama Yang Aku Sayangi Hanya Satu Nama Yang Tercinta Dalam Hidupku Tanpa Kamu Hidup Ini Tak Berarti Tanpa Kamu Jiwaku Terasa Sunyi Bukan Bibir Ini Yang Menyatakan Cinta Tetapi Hatiku Yang Berbicara Tanpa Kamu Di Dalam Do’a Aku Meminta Semoga Cinta Kita Terjaga Di Dalam Hati Tersimpan Rapi Sumpah Janji Sehidup Semati Hanya Satu Nama Yang Aku Sayangi Hanya Satu Nama Yang Tercinta Dalam Hidupku Tanpa Kamu Hidup Ini Tak Berarti Tanpa Kamu Jiwaku Terasa Sunyi Bukan Bibir Ini Yang Menyatakan Cinta Tetapi Hatiku Yang Berbicara Tanpa Kamu Kesal (video) Berulang kali Ku cuba mengerti Namun kau tak pernah Untuk menyadari Walaupun akhirnya Semua kan berlalu Hadapi kenyataan Biarpun penuh berduri Harusku hadapi Tuk sejenak diri Lupakan problema Agar lepas dari Segala prasangka Aku cuba berlari Ikuti langkahku Menyongsong matahari Biarlah kan ku tempuh Jalan hidup sendiri Tanpa engkau lagi Ingin kubuktikan semua Bahwa diri ini Bukanlah sekadar Boneka yang dapat Kau jadikan mainan Resahku kerna dia Kesalku kerna dia Harapan hidup berdua Ternyata sïa-sïa Resahku kerna dia Kesalku kerna dia Lebih baik putus saja Daripada tersiksa Hidupku jadinya O...O... Aku cuba berlari Ikuti langkahku Menyongsong matahari Biarlah kan ku tempuh Jalan hidup sendiri Tanpa engkau lagi Ingin kubuktikan semua Bahwa diri ini Bukanlah sekadar Boneka yang dapat Kau jadikan mainan Resahku kerna dia Kesalku kerna dia Harapan hidup berdua Ternyata sïa-sïa Resahku kerna dia Kesalku kerna dia Lebih baik putus saja Daripada tersiksa Resahku kerna dia Kesalku kerna dia Harapan hidup berdua Ternyata sïa-sïa Resahku kerna dia Kesalku kerna dia Lebih baik putus saja Daripada tersiksa Hidupku jadinya O...O...O... Ku tak ingin (bercinta lagi) Bertahun-tahun kumengenalimu Engkau mengajarku menyayangimu Di waktu itu kau membimbingku Membuat pilihan memilih dirimu Kini semuanya musnah Hancur berderai-derai Cinta yang murni Engkau juga mengajar Sekarang aku benci kepadamu Kejam oh sungguh kejam Ku tak ingin bercinta lagi Ku tak ingin tak ingin Hampa dan dikecewakan T'lahku katakan Tak ingin aku Memandang wajahmu Dan bercinta lagi Oh … oh Kini semuanya musnah Hancur berderai-derai Cinta yang murni Engkau juga mengajar Sekarang aku benci kepadamu Kejam oh sungguh kejam Ku tak ingin bercinta lagi Ku tak ingin tak ingin Hampa dan dikecewakan T'lahku katakan Tak ingin aku Memandang wajahmu Dan bercinta lagi Kau pergi tanpa pesan Kemanakah... ah… ah… Akan ku cari Gelap terasa.. dunia ini Bagai tiada matahari Kau pergi tanpa pesan Hatiku dah kau tawan Di mana kau kini Di mana kau kini Aku tiada percaya lagi Aduh...! Aduh.. duh.. duh.. Duh… duh… duh… duh… Apakah kau tak daya Menyuguhkan berita? Di mana kau kini Di mana kau kini Aku tiada percaya lagi Aduh...! Aduh.. duh.. duh.. Duh… duh… duh… duh… Putuslah harapanku... Letih rasa ku menunggu Putuslah harapanku... Letih rasa ku menunggu Ke mana ku akan pergi Tempat bernaung diri Berkorban apa saja Demi untuk yang ku cinta Siksa dan derita Telah ku terima Tapi aku tak bahagia Aduh...! Aduh.. duh.. duh.. Duh… duh… duh… duh… Putuslah harapanku... Letih rasa ku menunggu Putuslah harapanku... Letih rasa ku menunggu Oh… ke mana ku akan pergi Berkorban apa saja Demi untuk yang ku cinta Siksa dan derita Telah ku terima Tapi aku tak bahagia Aduh...! Aduh.. duh.. duh.. Duh… duh… duh… duh… Oh… Oh… Oh… Apél (video) {Apél pertama kali Aku malu-malu Apel kedua kali Ku pasang stratégi Ku pegang pahanya Sambil ku bercerita Amboiiii so asyik jadinya} Apél pertama kali Aku malu-malu Apél kedua kali Ku pasang strategi Ku pegang tanganmu Sambil ku bercerita Uuh uuh… melambung anganku Apél di lain hari Ku makin berani Apél di malam itu Ku coba merayu * Andaikan dirimu Memperbolehkan aku Uuh uuh… ku cium pipimu # Engkau memandangku Dan seakan tak percaya &bsp;  ooo Kau tertawa lirih Berdiri sambil berkata Aku sudah gila * Hey # Aduh mau pingsan aku, Dimana mukaku Aduh mimpi apa aku, Engkau kan begitu Dengan muka lesu Ku pulang ke rumahku Uuh uuh… sialnya diriku, Uuh uuh… tololnya diriku Uuh uuh… gagalnya cintaku, Uuh uuh… sialnya diriku Mystery song (the Facebook video I found it in) Since I have no idea what song this is, I cannot transcribe or translate it. Selamanya ku cinta kau tuhan (video), the spoken part is an attempt at transcribing, I adjusted the lyrics from the link in the index to the video [Spoken] Siagan hati Ijin tantuk han Menyampaikan pesannya S'yang ini Katakan Aku ada ini Karena anug’rah Tuhan, Kasih setiaMu Yang tidak berkesudahan. Tétés air mataku Sungguh Kau yang pedulikan, Hanya Kau yang Mengerti diriku Tuhan. Tangan setiaMu Tuntun s’panjang perjalanan, Meléwati jurang, Gunung tinggi pencobaan. Dengan nasihatMu Engkau ajar ‘ku mengerti, S’mua ini bawaku Ke Rumah Abadi. [Spoken] Kembali bersama Aku ada ini Karena anug’rah Tuhan, Kasih setiaMu Yang tidak berkesudahan. Tétés air mataku Sungguh Kau yang pedulikan, Hanya Kau yang Mengerti diriku Tuhan. Tangan setiaMu Tuntun s’panjang perjalanan, Meléwati jurang, Gunung tinggi pencobaan. Dengan nasihatMu Engkau ajar ‘ku mengerti, S’mua ini bawaku Ke Rumah Abadi. [Spoken] Bersama… katakan… jiwaku! Jiwaku memuji Keagungan pribadiMu Tuhan, ‘ku kagum akan hikmatMu, Sempurna kebijaksanaanMu. Selalu ‘ku puji Dan ‘ku puja, ‘ku sembah Rajaku, Sangat ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan, Selamanya ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan. Jiwaku memuji! Jiwaku memuji Keagungan pribadiMu Tuhan, ‘ku kagum akan hikmatMu, Sempurna kebijaksanaanMu. [Ada katakan Selalu ku puji Dan ku puja!] Selalu ‘ku puji (Setenang(?) hati ??) Dan ‘ku puja, ‘ku sembah Rajaku, Sangat ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan, Selamanya ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan. [Spoken] Katakan tangan setiaMu Tangan setiaMu, Tuntun s’panjang perjalanan, Meléwati jurang, Gunung tinggi pencobaan. Dengan nasihatMu, Engkau ajar ‘ku mengerti, S’mua ini bawaku Ke Rumah Abadi. [Spoken something] Jiwaku memuji Keagungan pribadiMu Tuhan, ‘ku kagum akan hikmatMu, Sempurna kebijaksanaanMu. Selalu ‘ku puji Dan ‘ku puja, ‘ku sembah Rajaku. Sangat ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan, Selamanya ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan. Jiwaku memuji Keagungan pribadiMu Tuhan, ‘ku kagum akan hikmatMu, Sempurna kebijaksanaanMu. Selalu ‘ku puji Dan ‘ku puja, ‘ku sembah Rajaku. Sangat ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan, Selamanya ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan. Jiiiwakuuu! Jiwaku memuji Keagungan pribadiMu Tuhan, ‘ku kagum akan hikmatMu, Sempurna kebijaksanaanMu. Oooh! Selalu ‘ku puji Dan ‘ku puja, ‘ku sembah Rajaku. [Spoken] Sangat 'ku cinta! Sangat ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan, [Spoken] Selamanya ku cinta! Selamanya ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan. [Spoken] Kebacanya! Jiwaku! Amen! Jiwaku memuji Keagungan pribadiMu Tuhan, ‘ku kagum akan hikmatMu, Sempurna kebijaksanaanMu. Looooo Selalu ‘ku puji [Spoken] Daftus Dan ‘ku puja, [Spoken] Kupuja ‘ku sembah Rajaku. [Spoken] Sangat ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan, tepat Sangat ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan, Selamanya ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan. Selamanya… Mali bersama ?? kukatakan Jiwaku looo! Jiwaku memuji Keagungan pribadiMu Tuhan, Ku kagum! ‘ku kagum akan hikmatMu, Sempurna kebijaksanaanMu. Seeelaluuuu! Selalu ‘ku puji Dan ‘ku puja, ‘ku sembah Rajaku. Sangat ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan, Selamanya ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan. [Spoken] Sangat ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan, Sangat ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan, Selamanya ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan. [Spoken] Sangat ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan, Sangat ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan, Selamanya ‘ku cinta Kau Tuhan. Setia padamu (video) * Maafkan aku, Ampuni aku Kadang ku tak peka Akan suara Mu Seringkali Kumelayani Mu Hanya untuk kepuasan ku Ajar ku 'ntuk berjalan Sesuai kehendak Mu # Kemana pun Engkau Membawa ku Ku 'kan turut Bersama Mu Dan apa pun Tuhan Yang Kau mahu Ku ‘kan ikut Kehendak Mu Ooooh… * # Kerna ku disini Penuhi panggilan Mu S'lamanya ku setia Kepada Mu Ooooh… Ooooh… # # Perlukah cinta diuji (video) Takkan kusesali Rinduku yang tak berbalas Tersimpan di hati Namun mustikah Cintaku terus membara * Walaupun tenggelam Segala cinta yang datang Dihempas gelombang Namun lentéra rinduku Masih menyala # Biarkan tak terbaca Keinginan cinta dalam dada Untuk seorang Yang ingin isi hatimu Mungkin cinta ini Belum kau perlui Haruskah diuji @ Walau pernah pupus Hasrat rinduku tenggelam sepi Yang begitu sangat Menginginkanmu Bukti kerinduan Masihkah kau sanksi Perlukah diuji * # @ # @

The moon is [my] witness You ask me If I love you My love is sincere, holy, and pure The moon is [my] witness You ask me If I love you You're the only one I love The moon is [my] witness A warm hug Cools my spirit down A tender kiss Melts my heart I promise you My love is eternal Until Judgement Day it won't change The moon is [my] witness Tell me you don't love me Is it an error that I love you Without knowing your sincerity? Your beautiful eyebrows Don't turn them away from me You choose him, not me [You] still say you like me Give me a reason Don't make me hesitate I only want your happiness I won't force your love If you don't love me What do I bear you for? Tell me what is in your heart About this love for you If in your heart There never was me Please say you don't love me Ling Ling Ling Ling Ling Ling Ling oh my beloved My turbulent maiden neighbor I slowly grew a love For her oh Ling Ling Ling On a beautiful day At my birthday party She gently kissed me A present for my birthday Ling Ling now she's no longer here She went back to her country I stayed here, only a solitary love Is blossoming in my heart Ling Ling Ling oh my beloved When will you return again Together with me, as in the past, My beloved, oh Ling Ling Ling? Three words… ai shiteru Yeah! Thi song is addressed to those Who've forgotten the meaning of love It's just exactly three words But their meaning is rather big… * Wo ai ni I love you I love you Three words are very meaningful But they're rarely heard Naan unnai kathalikaraen Sarang haeyo Ai shiteru Three words are very touching But are rarely mentioned Is it possible for us To have been too free [So that our] intimacy seems to get bland? From movements of style Up to the expression of words Do not portray love… * # [I] say [I] l-l-love L-l-love you [I] say [I] l-l-love L-l-love… Eve though we are reciprocally Dear to each other But why is it difficult To express [our] feelings? Give [it to?] those [who] can Determine if it's tomorrow That they're destined to separate… Huuuuuh~… * RAP: In our being busy There often disappears The intimacy with the people On [our] side [We] don't feel grateful We don't feel pride [We] have a shoulder ready For us to lean on Close your eyes Look at everything in your heart Love has accumulated [and] has been left confined So say [it] now… Say [it]… * # Wo ai ni I love you Amoy You are a beautiful girl Oh your sweet smile When I met [you] On the bridge of your five addresses (?) You wear blue clothes Oh my heart is attracted The dimples on your cheeks Make me want to kiss you Amoy oh Amoy.. You are very shy.. When I caress your hair My heart is happy Since I know You love me Perfect You are so perfect In my eyes you're so beautiful You make me Love you forever At my every step I will always think of you I can't imagine my life without your love * If you don't (?) stay with me I won't be able to face everything Only with you I will # You are my blood You are my heart You are my life Complete it with me O my love, you are so # Perfect… You hold my hands When I am weak and failing You whisper words and erase all my regrets * # Perfect… # Oh my love, you are so Perfect… perfect… Perfect… perfect! The wound of my heart [For] centuries we Have loved [each other] Why now Have you now changed While I Am still forever loyal Expecting love To become [my] spirit's star When will your promises Be loyal, [The promises] to love me Day and night To protect [me] From embers of suffering To protect [Our] palace together? Now there was no meaning In giving promises Your previous sweet promises Until [they] became A fire [and] burnt this chest [of mine] * This heart [of mine] Is destroyed and falls apart because of you This heart [of mine] Is destroyed and falls apart because of you I fear you'll turn back And strongly choose her From when your heart Is robbed [and] is in darkness # This heart [of mine] Is destroyed and falls apart because of you This heart [of mine] Is destroyed and falls apart because of you If there is still Love in this heart [of mine] I will bury [its] fragments Forever * # * # All night In the mirror of [my] memories A bleeding finger [is] In the wound of [my] loyalty [I] bear [my] wound Behind a smile Just because I am a woman Weak [and] powerless [My] heart [was] deceived By your sweet promises Until [they] became a fire [And] burnt this chest [of mine]... Until when Between us Is it me who made mistakes Until you left Without words? Could it be my manner Wounded your heart? Forgive me Oh... my love Where [is] that promise of yours Which I want together? Where [do you] give that love of yours Which is the object (?) of my longing? Oooh… Until when Must I wait? Until when Must I cry? Until when Must I wait for you? Until when [Will] our love [be] like this? ………… I wish for Your return Which direction Is that love of yours [aiming for], Which we once Built together For both of us? Come back! Oh... my love I send [you] prayers And blessings Come back love To your promise For you constantly I wait Until when Must I wait? Until when Must I cry? Until when Must I wait for you? Until when [Will] our love [be] like this? Until when Must I wait? Until when Must I cry? Until when Must I wait for you? Until when [Will] our love [be] like this? 记事本 (Notebook), Indonesian version On this page of my diary A memory is still conserved About you, about your love Which has already gone away These teardrops of mine Have already soaked this page I don't understand why [it] happened This separation The feeling of loneliness in [my] heart Tortures my life day by day Life doesn't mean wounds are hidden Who [is there] who can understand? This life doesn't mean I can only cry and cry again Oh God please bring this heart [of mine away] I don't want to love again.... Surround I hope one day * [I] see you go [My] heart suddenly feels burning This holy love You now stay away [from] If later You feel lonely There's me Waiting here When you're lonesome I will accompany [you] # You go This [my] heart is empty You go [My] tears accompany [you] [I] hope one day You will return My love constantly Will wait * # # I give my love as pawn Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... On the radio I hear Your favorite song I phone to your house What are you doing, my love? I hope you hear And I tell you [I] miss [you] Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... Saturday night [at] 7 o'clock I come for a date at your house I whistle and sing [As I] imagine you Joking and making out (video: And together [with you]) Sitting together with you Refrain: But what am I dreaming tonight? I see you sitting together Joking and intimate with a man You pinch you hug you kiss      (video: You seduce you pinch you cajole) (In the video a woman says: In the children's dance itself dalah? pirama? kebira? Gombloh talks About a song of memory That deflects the equipment of the parents (??) Gombloh returns niji? pai? y'all it's I suspend my love) (instr.) Joking and making out (video: And together [with you]) Sitting together with you Refrain: But what am I dreaming tonight? I see you sitting together oouo uo uo uo Joking and intimate with a man You pinch you hug you kiss      (video: You seduce you pinch you pinch – crazy) On the radio I hear Your favorite song I cover my ears With my two hands Never mind, [it] passed fast And I give my love as pawn Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... I suspend my love Yeee Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... I give my love as pawn Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... I suspend my love Laaaaaaaaa.......lallallaaaaaa lallaaaaaaaaa... I give my love as pawn Dear Diary Dear diary, I want [to tell ?] you a story About what has laid in my hart Ever since my life has become happy Because (s)he is always in my life.. Woo.. Chorus: But now (s)he disappears And I don't know where she is My diary, I miss him/her... (Woo) My adored one, where are you? I have exhausted [my] tears already And all [my] words I have already poured out Woo… I must then run Till the end of the world, To look for her Chorus with "Woo" Woo… Chorus with "Woo" x2 (Kedua kali "Pujaanku", "My adored one", x3) Diary of my depression This evening rain Falls again Together with memories that generate A wound in [my] heart A wound that [I] must Get treated Which I wish had Never been formed I remember when dad left, And we began to starve A normal thing made me, Live on the roads Then I had not yet understood, The meaning of a divorce That destroys everything beautiful, That I ever had before It was natural when at that time, I was jealous of y'all Who live happily thanks to [your] beautiful Situation, in a home A thing I always compared to My dark life I had no self-esteem so that my life could later Survive Perhaps one day I will Be able to forget The violent drink I held in my hands then Or to scrape off The glass on my arms Whatever I do, I want to forget Now I begin to realize, In the rest of yesterday's drunk night (?) The burning of this wound more and more [I] feel in me Now I have understood, How beautiful [it is] to be loved A thing I have never received, Since I live on the roads It was natural when at that time, I was jealous of y'all Who live happily thanks to [your] beautiful Situation, in a home A thing I always compared to My dark life I had no self-esteem so that my life could later Survive It was natural when at that time, I was jealous of y'all Who live happily thanks to [your] beautiful Situation, in a home A thing I always compared to My dark life I had no self-esteem so that my life could later Survive I had no self-esteem so that my life could later Survive I had no self-esteem so that my life could later Survive I don't want to love anymore I don't want to love again Because the door of [my] heart is already closed Perhaps because of [my] too sad Bitter memories that have been generated Oh now I'm alone You approach me again Because I don't believe I'm like dreaming Chorus Your presence SAAM on my side Who knows why I keep waiting for [it] All the time so that we [may be] together Towards a happy time Up till one day, later on, I won't become your possession Though I'll accept [that] As long as you're happy I don't want to love anymore Two times, two times, Two times my Love was broken You broke a promise, Your oath of loyalty: My pure love, You betrayed, You closed your heart… You made me wounded again, I regret… I regret… I regret… [That] I loved you Two times, two times, Two times my Love was broken You broke a promise, Your oath of loyalty. God, why Is my eternal fate like this? I fail and fail again To build love! Is it that I myself Am not fit to be loved? Broken and broken again [Are] my links of love I don't want don't wanna Love again, I don't wish don't wish To be betrayed, I have heartache… Two times, two times, Two times my Love was broken You broke a promise, Your oath of loyalty: My pure love, You betrayed, You closed your heart… You made me wounded again, I regret… I regret… I regret… Without you Without you This [my] life has no meaning Without you My soul feels empty [It's] not this lip That shows love But my heart that Speaks Without you This [my] life has no meaning Without you My soul feels empty [It's] not this lip That shows love But my heart that Speaks Without you In [my] prayers I ask If only our Love awoke In [our] hearts Conserving clean [Our] oaths [and] promises In life [and] in death [There's] only one name Which I care about [There's] only one name Which I love In my life Without you This [my] life has no meaning Without you My soul feels empty [It's] not this lip That shows love But my heart that Speaks Without you In [my] prayers I ask If only our Love awoke In [our] hearts Conserving clean [Our] oaths [and] promises In life [and] in death [There's] only one name Which I care about [There's] only one name Which I love In my life Without you This [my] life has no meaning Without you My soul feels empty [It's] not this lip That shows love But my heart that Speaks Without you Tiredness Many times I try to understand But you have never Realized Though finally Everything will pass Facing reality Though [it's] full of thorns I must face [it] To, just for a moment Forget [my] problems To escape from All prejudices I try to run To follow my steps To welcome the sun Let me go through The road of life on my own Without you [I] again Want to prove everything to myself About myself, [I'm] not just A puppet which [you] can Toy around with My regrets are because of him My tiredness is because of him The hope of my life to be together [with you] Appears vain My regrets are because of him My tiredness is because of him [It's] better to just break up From the torture My life has become O...O... I try to run Following my steps Going toward the sun Let me go through The road of life on my own Without you [I] again Want to prove everything to myself About myself, [I'm] not just A puppet which [you] can Toy around with My regrets are because of him My tiredness is because of him The hope of my life to be together [with you] Appears vain My regrets are because of him My tiredness is because of him [It's] better to just break up From the torture My regrets are because of him My tiredness is because of him [It's] better to just break up From the torture My regrets are because of him My tiredness is because of him [It's] better to just break up From the torture My life has become O...O... I do not want (to love again) For years I knew you You taught me to love you At that time you guided me To make [my] choice [and] choose you Now it's all disappeared Crushed bit by bit Pure Love You also teach Now I hate you Cruel oh really cruel I do not want to love anymore I do not want do not want to Be empty and disappointed I said [I] do not want me [To] look at your face And love again Oh ... oh Now it's all disappeared Crushed bit by bit Pure Love You also teach Now I hate you Cruel oh really cruel I do not want to love anymore I do not want do not want to Be empty and disappointed I said [I] do not want me [To] look at your face And love again You left without a message Where... ah... ah... Will I search? [It] feels dark... this world As if there were no sun You left without a message My heart you kept prisoner Where are you now? Where are you now? I no longer trust [you] Ouch...! Ouch.. ouch.. ouch.. Ouch... ouch... ouch... ouch... Were you not able To give [me] news? Where are you now? Where are you now? I no longer trust [you] Ouch...! Ouch.. ouch.. ouch.. Ouch... ouch... ouch... ouch... Broken is my hope... [With] tired feelings [I] wait Broken is my hope... [With] tired feelings [I] wait Where will I go? [This] place protects itself [I] sacrificed everything For the sake of [the one] I love Torment and anguish I have received But I'm not happy Ouch...! Ouch.. ouch.. ouch.. Ouch... ouch... ouch... ouch... Broken is my hope... [With] tired feelings [I] wait Broken is my hope... [With] tired feelings [I] wait Oh ... where will I go [I] sacrificed everything For the sake of [the one] I love Torment and anguish I have received But I'm not happy Ouch...! Ouch.. ouch.. ouch.. Ouch... ouch... ouch... ouch... Oh ... Oh ... Oh ... Dating {Dating! [It was my] first time I was very shy Dating! For two times I gained a strategy I held on to her thighs While I told stories My gooosh [I] became so happy} Dating! [It was my] first time I was very shy Dating! The second time I gained a strategy I held your hand While I told stories Woo woo… my thoughts soared Dating! On other days I'm braver Dating! That night I tried to seduce * Assuming you Would allow me Uuh uuh… I kissed your cheek # You looked at me And as if [you] didn't believe &bsp;  ooo You laughed softly [And] stood up as you spoke I was already crazy * Hey # Alas! I want to faint Where [is] your face? Alas! What was I dreaming [That] you would [be] like that? With a tired face I return to my home Uuh uuh… damn me, Uuh uuh… spots(?) for me Uuh uuh… my love failed, Uuh uuh… damn me Mystery song (the Facebook video I found it in) Since I have no idea what song this is, I cannot transcribe or translate it. Selamanya ku cinta kau tuhan (video) [Spoken] ?? heart ?? Deliver the message Of this love Say I have this Because of God's grace, Your loyal love That never ends. [About] my teardrops You who really care, Only you Who understand me Lord. Your loyal hand Guides [me] on the long journey, Over the cliff, The high mountain of temptation. With Your advice You teach me to understand, All this brings me To the Eternal Home. [Spoken] Repeat together I have this Because of God's grace, Your loyal love That never ends. [About] my teardrops You who really care, Only you Who understand me Lord. Your loyal hand Guides [me] on the long journey, Over the cliff, The high mountain of temptation. With Your advice You teach me to understand, All this brings me To the Eternal Home. [Spoken] Together… say… my soul! My soul praises Your personal majesty Lord, I marvel at Your wisdom, Your perfect wisdom. Always I praise And I adore, I worship my King, Really I love You Lord, Forever I love You Lord. My soul praises! My soul praises Your personal majesty Lord, I marvel at Your wisdom, Your perfect wisdom. [?? Always I praise And I adore!] Always I praise (?? heart ??) And I adore, I worship my King, Really I love You Lord, Forever I love You Lord. [Spoken] Say "your loyal hand" Your loyal hand Guides [me] on the long journey, Over the cliff, The high mountain of temptation. With Your advice You teach me to understand, All this brings me To the Eternal Home. [Spoken something] My soul praises Your personal majesty Lord, I marvel at Your wisdom, Your perfect wisdom. Always I praise And I adore, I worship my King, Really I love You Lord, Forever I love You Lord. My soul praises Your personal majesty Lord, I marvel at Your wisdom, Your perfect wisdom. Always I praise And I adore, I worship my King, Really I love You Lord, Forever I love You Lord. Myyyy souuuul! My soul praises Your personal majesty Lord, I marvel at Your wisdom, Your perfect wisdom. Oooh! Always I praise And I adore, I worship my King, [Spoken] Really I love! Really I love You Lord, [Spoken] Forever I love! Forever I love You Lord. [Spoken] Read it! My soul! Amen! My soul praises Your personal majesty Lord, I marvel at Your wisdom, Your perfect wisdom. Looooo Always I praise [Spoken] ?? And I adore, [Spoken] I adore I worship my King, [Spoken] Really I love You Lord, correct! Really I love You Lord, Forever I love You Lord. Forever… Repeat(?) together ?? I say My soul looo! My soul praises Your personal majesty Lord, I marvel! I marvel at Your wisdom, Your perfect wisdom. Aaaalwayyyys! Always I praise And I adore, I worship my King, Really I love You Lord, Forever I love You Lord. [Spoken] Really I love You Lord, Really I love You Lord, Forever I love You Lord. [Spoken] Really I love You Lord, Really I love You Lord, Forever I love You Lord. Setia padamu (video) * Forgive me, Pardon me Sometimes I'm insensitive Concerning(?) Your Voice Often times I serve You Just for my satisfaction Teach me to walk In accordance with Your will # Wherever You Take me I'll participate With You And whatever, God, You may Want I will follow In accordance with Your will Ooooh… * # Because I'm here Fulfill Your Call Forever I'll be loyal To you Ooooh… Ooooh… # # Must love be tested? (video), the translation is from Lyricstranslate and I mostly trust it I won't regret My unrequited longing [for you] Buried in [my] heart However, should My love keep on burning [for you] * Even though I drowned Every love that came Thrown out by the waves However, the light of my longing Is always flaring. # Leave it unreadable, The desire in [your] chest To love someone Who wants [to grant] your heart's content1 Maybe this love You don't need it yet, Should it be tested? @ Even though it has sometimes vanished My desire to long drowned in silence [The heart] that desperately Longs for you The proof of [my] longing, Will you doubt it? Shall it be tested? * # @ # @ 1 Innermost desires

Do you really love me?

Questioning the authenticity of a love relationship again with another Chinese song titled 是否真的爱我 | Shìfǒu zhēnde ài wǒ, that is "Do you really love me?". This was encountered sometime in the second year of studying Chinese, presumably between May and July 2013.

1. It was already translated to English in the last week of that July – I remember showing the translation to a friend during that week – but the translation was somehow lost, so that I had to redo it; more precisely, I lost it to a scattered diary, where I then found it again in the entry of 27/7/13, so I placed it to the left of the new one; that entry says the translation is from "ieri" (yesterday), hence 26/7/13;
2. I had redone the translation on the day before I wrote this draft, i.e. March 19 2018, taking only about half an hour; the "Do you really love me" line and the last line were remembered, the rest was redone; the "please" in l. 6 was added around 11:04:30 on Mach 20; on 9/2/22 2:23, following my mis-singing of "turnèd", I decide to change it, possibly, to "turned out"; «I will implement it now, 19:21 12/2/22», I wrote, only to forget about it and actually implement it on 19/2/22 at 13:23;
3. In that same night, I started an English re-remake and an Italian version; quoting what I will soon remove from the Incomplete translations post, «9/2/22 around 2:30 I make the first remade line of this remake, which is l. 4, remade to get the rhyme. The idea is to combine the best of both available translations and come up with new stuff for rhymes or improvements. On 9/2 shortly after two I do a lot as I interwtine with the original, then one more line that evening, and the next morning I update the intertwining and do more»; finally, on 17/2/22 at 21:31, I do the last 5 lines, completing the re-remake;
4. As per the incomplete translations post, «The same night as the English re-remake above, I start an Italian translation, doing 8 lines within 3, then in the morning at 11:31 I make version 2 of line 1, and as I recap I give l. 7 its current form at 14:11» from the original «Qualunque cosa ti stia nel cuor»; the alternate beginning reads «M'ami tu davvero? / Non tacēre: / In questo sì bel chiaror lunar, / Cos'hai in mēnte?»; at 21:36-22:13 on 17/2/22, I finish the translation.

So we have three Englishes, all on the left, and one Italian on the right. Let's get to the song, shall we?

是否真的爱我 别对我沉默 这月色美丽的夜晚 你在想什么 是否真的爱我 请别对我冷漠 你心里有什么样的话 尽管对我说 还记得曾经 编织的梦想 也许你早已遗忘 绚烂的爱情 在多年以后 也许渐渐变得平淡 你可知不是我 不了解爱情 微妙难捉摸 不是我不怀疑 弦外的爱情 会迷惑 总是那 肩并肩走过的岁月 刻画在心头 切切地叮咛着 我与你长相厮守 27/7/13 version 2018 remake 2022 re-remake Do you really love me? Say something to me. In such a beautiful moonlight What do you think of? Do you really love me? Don't be cold to me. Whatever words there are in your heart Tell me right away. I still remember Those dreams we weaved once; Maybe you've forgotten them. With many years Such a wonderful love Maybe has become flat and dull. You may know 'twas not That I did not know love Is hard to foresee, 'twas not I did not doubt A special love Would get all confused Always those years We've walked shoulder to shoulder Are carved in my heart, I am now urging that You and I together be! Do you really love me? Don't be quiet to me: In this beautiful night of moonlight, What do you think of? Do you really love me? Please don't be cold to me: Whatever words are now in your heart Freely speak to me. I still remember Those dreams we weaved once: Have you forgotten them all? Maybe our gorgeous love, In many years, Bit by bit has turned out quite dull? You know it wasn't me Not understanding Love is hard to fathom, It wasn't me not doubting Such an uncommon love Would be confusing. Those years we spent Shoulder to shoulder always In my heart are carved, I am now urging that You and I together be! Do you really love me? Don't be quiet to me: In this beautiful night of moonlight, What might your thoughts be? Do you really love me? Please don't be cold to me: Whatever words are now in your heart Freely speak to me. Those dreams we weaved once, I still remember: Are they in you memory? Maybe our gorgeous love, In many years, Has turned flat and dull gradually? You know it wasn't me Not understanding Love is hard to foresee, I also feared Such an uncommon love Would confusing be. Those years we spent Walking shoulder to shoulder Always stay with me, I am now urging that You and I together be!

Shìfǒu zhēnde ài wǒ Bié duì wǒ chénmò Zhè yuèsè měilì de yèwǎn Nǐ zài xiǎng shénme Shìfǒu zhēnde ài wǒ Qǐng bié duì wǒ lěngmò Nǐ xīn li yǒu shénme yàng de huà Jǐnguǎn duì wǒ shuō Hái jìdé céngjīng Biānzhī de mèngxiǎng Yěxǔ nǐ zǎoyǐ yíwàng Xuànlàn de àiqíng Zài duō nián yǐhòu Yěxǔ jiànjiàn biànde píngdàn Nǐ kě zhī bù shì wǒ Bù liǎojiě àiqíng Wéimiào nán zhuōmō Bù shì wǒ bù huáiyí Xián wài de àiqíng Huì míhuò Zǒngshì nà Jiān bìng jiān zǒuguò de suìyuè Kèhuà zài xīntóu Qièqiè de dīngníngzhe Wǒ yǔ nǐ chángxiàngsīshǒu M'ami per davvero? Zitta non mi star: In questo sì bel chiaror lunar, Che stai a pensar? M'ami tu davvero? Non esser fredda con me: Qualunque cosa tu abbia in cuor, Dilla pure a me. Ancor ricordo I sogni di allora: Te li ricordi anche te? In tanti anni, Uno splendido amor Sprofondato in noia forse è? Sai che sapevo ben Quanto è complesso E imprevedibile l'amor, Temevo anche Che noi si restasse Confusi in cuor. Sempre il ricordo Dei nostri anni insieme Fisso in cuor mi sta, Dài, realizziamo l'amore Che in cuore ci sta!

If you really care

Happy birthday to me :)! 25 years. Today we come back to love. We have a Chinese song titled 如果你真的在乎我 | Rúguǒ nǐ zhēnde zàihu wǒ, "if you really care for me", where the singer is not single, but still feels more and more lonely because his girlfriend doesn't take it seriously. «Met sometime in early 2012, translated to English soon after, and to French probably that summer», the blog used to say. This song is in a similar situation as those at How do I know you love me?, as the literal translation and analysis was sent in sometime in January, but no trace of a musical translation exists until August. Let's go over the files:

1. The English translation is found under the date 23/1/12 in the science notebook, in the "sci q" version below; it is left with a blank in the 28/7/12 11:01 file, but the printout of that file has a manuscript translation, which is dated to 26/7 by the mega-intro and is the "printout" version below; there is only one change from science notebook to printout undone later, just->but->just, so I'll say this was not a lost translation, i.e. the printout manuscript was aware of the notebook version and changed it; the 5/8/12 19:26 file has a version which, w.r.t. the below, has the following difference:
   
   • «Can that be because love can make me»;
   • «If you do truly care for me,»;
   • «Be indiff’rent so:»;
   • «Don’t say you love me.»;
   The second change appears in the 31/3/13 16:45 file after not being in the previous 17/9/12 17:08 file; the last two changes appear between the 8/5/13 22:08 file and the 9/7/13 12:22 file; the first change was mentioned in the old version of the post: «Oh and those just-corrected mistranslations taking "才" for "can" whereas it means "just now"! Fixed while writing this draft on Jan 28 2018»;
2. The French translation has its manuscript, dated 26/7 by the intro, in the same printout as the English; it then only appears in the 18/8/12 15:27 file, in the below version except for «Peut ça être car l’amour me fait», for which cfr. the first change of the English, and «Être nonchalante: / Laisse moi tenir ta main, / Ne dis que tu m’aimes.», which is fixed between the 8/5/13 22:08 file and the 9/7/13 12:22 file.

Let's see!

午夜的城市街头 热闹的霓虹闪烁 为什么内心里 只有虚空 自从你走进生活 日子越来越寂寞 难道是 因为爱才让我 忘记了洒脱 曾经我为你写的歌 是否你还记得 那么真实的温柔 能否持续到以后 如果你真的在乎我 请不要在人多的时候 用笑声解释 我只是朋友 如果你真的在乎我 请不要在独处的时候 那么无所谓 让我握着手 却不说爱我 Sci q Printout Final In the town streets at midnight Lively neon lights flash on; Why is there, in my heart, Only a hole? Since you’ve come into my life, I’m more lonely ev’ry day; Can that be Because love can make me Forget any ease? The song that I once wrote for you, Is it still in your mind? Can a tenderness so true Go on into the future? If you do truly care for me, Please, when many people are with us, Don't laugh and explain I am just your friend. If you do truly care for me, Please don't ask, when I’m alone with you, That that matter not, Let me your hand hold, Don't say you love me. In the town streets at midnight Lively neon lights flash on; Why is there, in my heart, Only a hole? Since you’ve come into my life, I’m more lonely ev’ry day; Can that be Because love can make me Any ease forget? The song that I once wrote for you, Is it still in your mind? Can a tenderness so true Go on into the future? If you do truly care for me, Please do not, when others are with us, With a laugh explain I am but your friend. If you do truly care for me, Please do not, when I’m alone with you, So indiff’rently Let me your hand hold, Don't say you love me. In the town streets at midnight Lively neon lights flash on; Why is there, in my heart, Only a hole? Since you’ve come into my life, I’m more lonely ev’ry day; Can that be 'Cause love has just made me Any ease forget? The songs that I once wrote for you, Are they still in your mind? Can a tenderness so true Go on into the future? If it’s true that you care for me, Please do not, when others are with us, With a laugh explain I am just your friend. If it’s true that you care for me, Please do not, when I’m alone with you, So indiff’rently Let me your hand hold, Not say you love me.

Wǔyè de chéngshì jiētóu Rènàode níhóng shǎnshuò Wèishénme nèixīn lǐ Zhǐyǒu xūkōng Zìcóng nǐ zǒu jìn shēnghuó Rìzi yuè lái yuè jìmò Nándào shì Yīnwèi ài cái ràng wǒ Wàngjìliǎo sǎtuō Céngjīng wǒ wèi nǐ xiě de gē Shìfǒu nǐ hái jìde Nàme zhēnshíde wēnróu Néng fǒu chíxù dào yǐhòu Rúguǒ nǐ zhēnde zàihu wǒ Qǐng bùyào zài rén duō de shíhou Yòng xiàoshēng jiěshì Wǒ zhǐ shì péngyǒu Rúguǒ nǐ zhēnde zàihu wǒ Qǐng bùyào zài dúchǔde shíhou Nàme wúsuǒwèi Ràng wǒ wòzhe shǒu Què bù shuō ài wǒ Printout Final Dans les rues de la cité A minuit les néons clignotent Mais pourquoi dans mon cœur Y a seul un trou ? De quand t’es v’nue dans ma vie, Chaque jour je suis plus seul Peut ça être Car l’amour me fait Oublier les aises ? Un temps, j’ t’ai écri une chanson : Est-ce que tu te souviens ? Une tendresse ainsi vrai Peut-elle durer en futur ? Si vraiment il t’importe de moi, Ne vouloir, quand y a d’autres avec nous, Rire en expliquant Qu’on est seul amis. Si vraiment il t’importe de moi, Ne vouloir, alors qu’on est tous seuls, Être nonchalante Laisse-moi t’nir ta main, Ne dis que tu m’aimes. Dans les rues de la cité A minuit les néons clignotent Mais pourquoi dans mon cœur Y a seul un vide ? De quand t’es v’nue dans ma vie, Chaque jour je suis plus seul Peut ça être Parce que l’amour m'a fait Oublier les aises ? Un temps, j’ t’ai écri une chanson : Est-ce que tu t’en souviens ? Une tendresse ainsi vrai Peut-elle durer en futur ? Si c’est vrai qu’il t’importe de moi, Ne veuilles pas, quand y a d’autres avec nous, Rire et expliquer Qu’on est seul amis. Si c’est vrai qu’il t’importe de moi Ne veuilles pas, alors qu’on est tous seuls, Ainsi nonchalante Laisser moi t’nir ta main, Pas dire que tu m’aimes.

Lone star

Solitude keeps accompanying us with another Chinese song, whose title 孤星 | Gū xīng is this post's title. «Met sometime in Oct/Nov/Dec 2011 and no later than Dec 9, translated soon afterwards to English and French, or perhaps to French later but within the summer», said the blog. Let me see what I can reconstruct:

1. The first translation to be made was the English one;
   
   • The first record of it is in a 31/10/11 12:55 email, where only the first two lines appear, in the below translation;
   • The first complete version only appears in a 27/11/11 15:53 file; this differs from the below version in the lines «You'll show that to the end you fight. / Tightly clenchèd hands will not ever hide», «All the world's but one I left», and «face with a person»; this is also the version that was made during English class on 26/11, aside from «Is it true that I am doomed / T' walk the coldest bit of sky?» and the original «Is there»s instead of the first instance of «Have you», a change that happened during class;
   • This situation persists up till the 5/8/12 19:26 file; wwwelll… not really; you see, the printout of the 28/7 file made on 25/7 has annotations that fix the version from that file to the below version save for the line «You’ll show that to the end you fight», still stuck in the old time; the change from «How many people movies watch» to «How many people still watch plays» is also annotated there, but was lost by the next file, so on 23:38 on 23/4/22 I finally implemented it;
   • The 18/8/12 15:27 file comes next, and fixes everything but the first excerpt, which changes to «You’s show that to the end you fight. / Hands that hold tight will not forever hide», and that annotation from the printout that was lost;
   • This situation persists until the 8/5/13 22:08;
   • The 9/7/13 12:22 file finally fixes the second of those lines, and makes the first one into «I’ll show that to the end you fight»;
   • The below version of that line is created, together with the matching French line, ~23:24 on 13/4/19;
2. Then we have the French version;
   
   • The first record of it is the manuscript on the printout of the 28/7 file, which the mega-intro dates to 25/7/12; this is the printout version below;
   • The first file record of it is in the 18/8/12 file mentioned above, while the 28/7 and 5/8 file have a blank space for it, and previous file don't even contemplate it; the only difference between that file and the final version below are the lines «Ne te tourne, ne dis un mot : / Tu vas montrer qu’ tu peux lutter.»;
   • The 9/7/13 file comes in again to fix the first of them, and make the second one into «Je veux montrer que j’ peux lutter»;
   • And that one, once again, gets fixed ~23:24 on 13/4/19.

Here it comes!

天空没有一片云 眼中没有泪滴 不回头不说一句 要拿出自己拼到底 紧握的手永远也不会躲 不管多少险恶会来找我 倔强的心什么也不想留 任凭在风中 哦 天地只剩一个我 昂然孤独地走 多少心都已离去 多少人还在看着戏 是否我早已习惯 一种名字叫孤单 是否我注定挂在 最冷的夜空那段 别问我 有没有明天 就让我 一个人面对 我的梦 不会再是一场错 别问我 知心还有谁 就让我 留着你的吻 我的歌 将永远陪着你走 In the sky there ain’t a cloud And my eyes are tearless. Don’t turn back, don’t say a word: I'll show myself and fight till the end. Hands that hold tight will not forever hide. Th’ evil that comes to me does not matter: My hard-headed heart will ne’er want To be left with wind alone! Wo-oh Earth and sky’ve but one I left: I walk proud and lonely. How m’ny hearts have gone away, How many people still watch plays. Is it true that I once used To be known as solitude? Is it true I’m doomed to stay In the coldest bit of sky? Don’t ask me “Have you a next day?”; Just let me face things by myself For my dream no more shall be a mistake. Don't ask me “Have you a close friend?”; Just let me keep your kiss with me For my song forever shall with you walk!

Tiānkōng méi yǒu yī piàn yún Yǎnzhōng méi yǒu lèidī Bù huítóu bù shuō yī jù Yào náchū zìjǐ pīn dàodǐ Jǐn wò de shǒu yǒngyuǎn yě bù huì duǒ Bùguǎn duōshǎo xiǎn’è huì lái zhǎo wǒ Juéjiàng de xīn shénme yě bù xiǎng liú Rènpíng zài fēng zhōng Wo-oh Tiāndì zhǐ shèng yī gè wǒ Ángrán gūdú de zǒu Duōshǎo xīn dōu yǐ lí qù Duōshǎo rén hái zài kànzhe xì Shìfǒu wǒ zǎoyǐ xíguàn Yī zhǒng míngzì jiào gūdān Shìfǒu wǒ zhùdìng guà zài Zuì lěng de yèkōng nà duàn Bié wèn wǒ yǒu méi yǒu míngtiān Jiù ràng wǒ yī gè rén miànduì Wǒ de mèng bù huì zài shì yī chǎng cuò Bié wèn wǒ zhīxīn hái yǒu shéi Jiù ràng wǒ liúzhe nǐ de wěn Wǒ de gē jiāng yǒngyuǎn péizhe nǐ zǒu Printout Final Dans le ciel n’y a pas d’ nuées, Dan mes yeux j’ai pas d’larmes. Ne te tourne, ne dis un mot: Tu vas montrer qu’tu peux lutter! Mains qui se tiennent peuvent pas toujour s’escondre. N’importe combine de mal me vient chercher: Mon cœur obstiné ne voudras Être abandonné dans l’vent      [Wo-oh!] Terre et ciel tous n’ont qu’un moi Fier et seul je m’en vais. Combien d’gents s’en sont allés, Combien d’gents régardent du théâtre. Est-que moi, un temps j’avais Comme nom ce de “solitude”? Est-ce que moi, je dois aller Par cet angle de ciel toujours? Ne demande      “As-tu un demain”? Laisse mois fair      ce que je dois seul. Car mon rêve      ne serait plus un erreur [Ne demande]      “As-t’u̵n̵ amis intimes?” [Laisse-moi]      tenir ton baiser Ma chanson      toujour te va su… => pour toujours te va suivre! Dans le ciel n’y a pas d’ nuées, Dans mes yeux j’ n’ai pas d’ larmes. Je n’ tourne pas, je n’ dis un mot : Je vais lutter jusqu'à la fin. Mains que s’ tiennent peuvent pas toujours se cacher. N’importe combien de mal vient me chercher : Mon cœur obstiné ne voudra Être abandonné dans l’ vent ! Wo-oh Terre et ciel n’ont qu’un seul moi : Fier et seul je m’en vais. Combien d’ gens s’en sont allés, Combien d’ gens regardent du théâtre. Est-ce que moi, un temps, j’avais Comme nom ce d’ solitude ? Est-ce que moi, je dois aller Pour cet angle d’ ciel toujours ? Ne demande “As-tu un demain ?” ; Laisse moi faire ce qu’ je dois seul Car mon rêve ne serait plus une erreur. Ne demande “As-t’ amis intimes ?” ; Laisse moi tenir ton baiser Ma chanson pour toujours va te suivre !

The feelings of a loafer - with such a lonely heart

More solitude today with a Min Nan song – a song in a Chinese dialect – called 浪子的心情 | Lōng-tsú ê sim-tsîng, exactly the first part of the title of this post. Met sometime in May/June 2013, translated way later on July 2 2017, quickly, around 22:45. Only into English. Also, mistranslated, because you know, if 流浪 | liúlàng means to roam, 浪子 | lángzi surely means loafer, not roamer, right? Yeah, that fooled me too, but then I found out about this trap and corrected the translation, Idk when, but surely long before writing this draft, which dates Jan 28 2018. Also, I guessed hi-bî meant pain, but it meant solitude, so I will now change the last line, currently "With all this pain in my heart". Then, between 14:20 and 14:40 on 3/2/18, I translated it to Czech to fill the column to the right of the English, giving the below original version. On Sep 10 2018 my corrector sent corrections at 15:36, I metabolized and commented them, and on Sep 22 she answered the residual questions in the comments, so that I finally updated the post. The 10/9 corrections give the final version below, save for me rejecting the change chápu->znám on 22/9 at 15:35. That said, time to look at the song.

浪子的心情 亲像就像天顶上闪烁的流星 浪子的运命 亲像鼎锅底狗蚁蚂蚁的心里 我嘛也是了解 信命的意义 我嘛也是了解 𨑨迌玩儿无了时白费时间 我嘛也是想欲要 好好来过日子 我嘛也是想欲要 我嘛也是想欲要 重新来做起 啥人谁会了解 啥人谁来安慰 我心内的稀微寂寞 What a loafer feels Is the freedom of a shooting star What a loafer lives Is the same as ants inside a pot I also get the Meaning of life I also get that Games are wasted time I also want to Live well all my days I also want to I also want to Start a whole new life Who’ll understand me Who will comfort me With such a lonely heart?

Lōng-tsú ê sim-tsîng Tshin-tshiūnn thinn tíng siám-sih ê liû-tshinn Lōng-tsú ê ūn-miā Tshin-tshiūnn tiánn té káu-hiā ê sim--lí Guá mā sī liáu-kái Sìnn-miā ê ì-gī Guá mā sī liáu-kái Tshit-thô bô-liáu-sî Guá mā sī siūnn-bueh Hó-hó lâi kuè li̍t-tsí Guá mā sī siūnn-bueh Guá mā sī siūnn-bueh Tiông-sin lâi tsuè-khí Siánn-lâng ē liáu-kái Siánn-lâng lâi an-uì Guá sim lāi ê hi-bî Original Final Povaleče city Jako padající hvězda v obloze Povaleče osud Jako myšlení mravenců v hrnci Ja také chápu Života význam Ja také chápu Hrát je plýtvat čas Ja také chci Žít dobře život můj Ja také chci Ja také chci Začít znova Kdo může chápat Kdo utěší Osamělost/Samotu ve srdci mém? City povaleče Je jako padající hvězda v obloze Osud povaleče Je jako myšlení mravenců v hrnci Ja také chápu Života význam Ja také chápu Hrát je plýtvání času Ja také chci Žít dobře život můj Ja také chci Ja také chci Začít znova Kdo může chápat Kdo utěší Osamělost/Samotu ve srdci mém?

Alone in a rainy night

We continue our moonlight theme (sort of) with a Chinese song called "I", that is 我 | Wǒ. This starts with "I walk alone in a rainy night", hence the placement in this moonlight series (though there isn't much moonlight probably), and is pervaded by solitude and grief, which makes it the turning point which ends the moonlight theme. I met it sometime in 2012. I translated it:

1. To English on 5/3/12, during English class, on the English notebook, in the below original version; by the time the 28/7/12 file from 11:01 was done, this was in its middle form; all changes from Middle to Final are listed below;
2. To Japanese, ditto; though the abundance of unknown characters suggests that maybe the complete version, given as original below, was completed at home after that lecture, and definitely before the next one which is from 8/3; the 28/7/12 file brings the changes «mainichi» -> «maihi, maihi» and «itsumo» -> «zutto»; between the 18/8 file and the 3/9/12 13:25 file, we get to the below 3/9/12 version; all other changes are listed below;
3. To Italian… the English notebook on 5/3/12 has English, then a somewhat holey version of the first 3 sections of Japanese, then the first verse of the Italian in the "q" version below, then the whole of Japanese; the rest of the Italian is on the same date but in the Science notebook, in the "q" version below; note the following three things:
   
   • The change in l. 6 of chorus 1 was made after finishing that chorus;
   • In l. 2 of verse 2, the upper form "non finisce mai" is from later, more precisely 7/3;
   • The last two couplets of chorus 2 were translated in reverse order, i.e. ll. 7-8 then ll. 5-6;
   The first complete appearance of the Italian is in the 18/8/12 15:27 file, where the differences from the below version, all dated below, are:
   
   • «Non so se è» vs. «Non so se sia»;
   • «in sogno o no» vs. «Nei miei sogni o no»;
   • «come scudo ai sogni miei» vs. «che proteggo i sogni miei»;
   • «se gli altri parlano»;
   • «chi ricordo ancor» vs. «chi scordar non so»;
   • The lack of «Negli occhi» before «sempre avrò»;
4. To French, ditto but on 13/3/12, in the original version below; the first appearance in the files is in the 5/8/12 19:26 file, where it differs from the below final version in the following:
   
   • «Ce nuit», changed to «cette nuit» cfr. below;
   • «M’escondr’ où y a personne», which becomes «me cacher où n'y a personne» in the 18/8/12 15:27 file;
   • «Pour une rue infinie», which becomes «Sur» in that same 18/8 file;
   • «Ceux qui m’ sont en ment», changed to cfr. below;
   • «Personne veut écouter» is right in the 5/8 file but gets a «n'» before «veut» in the 18/8 file, and then gets retweaked as per below;
   • «trouver amour» and «à maison», both provided with an extra article as per below;
5. To Czech on 31/1/18 between 9 and 10:30 to fill the column to the right of the French; this version received a number of corrections, with some back and forth between me and my corrector on Sep 10 and Sep 21 2018; more specifically:
   
   1. The original version below is the one from 31/1;
   2. On 10/9 at 15:27, a long corrections message reached me; this contained some corrections with two options, so I applied one set of options in the "corrected 1" version below…
   3. …and the other set in the "corrected 2" version;
   4. On 10/9 at 16:13, I metabolized the corrections, applying some, making the necessary option choices, and making some changes of my own, resulting in the "reworked" version;
   5. Add the changed Ve den každý -> Ve každý den (22/9/18 8:04 correction), and we get the 10/9/18 15:28 version which, with the two changes below, becomes the blog version;
   6. However, this is a partial regression, as some corrections get lost; so for the final version, I will take the reworked version, apply the change «ty, které» -> «ni, kterou», which is a revamping of které->kterou from 1:01 on 21/11/21, as well as change «ja v žalu hraně» to «jsem ve hraně žalu», which happened again on 21/11/21 but at 0:59, with the 0:58 intermediate version «jsem v žalu hraně», and that's it; well, plus reinstating the netrpělý, changed from netrpěla either after or while putting together the then-future blog version on 22/9/18, and implementing the double negation "Nikdo nevidel", done at 1:33 on 21/11/21;
   Now, there is still a line that my corrector didn't approve, which is precisely the one changed at 0:59, where she proposed, at 8:04 on 10/9/18, the version «Srdce se mi pomalu lomí», which doesn't fit the tune at all and literally means «My heart is slowly breaking» (pretty sure she meant "zlomí" there though, as lomí seems to mean "divide" more than "break");
6. To Ukrainian the same day between 12 and 12:30 'cause why not; this version received like two corrections around Easter 2018;
7. Sometime in Jan 19 I found Anton Xie's Hakka version, and it is included below;
8. Then to Italian again, with rhymes; let me quote IAFI about that one: 「On 23/4/22 shortly before 3:15, I retranslate l. 2 of verse 1 and the first two of chorus 1 of this song. Later that day, shortly after 15:35 while making the recap of this, I add two more lines to v. 1, meaning I finish it with l. 1 which is taken from the old version. In a break from work on 11/8/22, seeing the intertwining up to chorus 1 that was here, I think I want to complete chorus 1, so at 15:12 I come up with «Io non mi curo di cosa si dice di me» then changed to «[…] quel che si dice di me», then start with «Di non soffrir...» and end up with «Non soffrir più il mio unico desiderio è!», then changed to «il mio sol desiderio»; at 23:13 I come back to this and do «Io sol vorrei => Io spero sol di dolor non più aver!», which then turns to «Io spero sol di non aver dolor per me => che non ci sia dolor per me!» at 23:16» and the version below at 23:17.. / / Di notte, sol, sotto la pioggia vo, / È pioggia o pianto? Dirlo io non so. / Ed ogni dì penso: «Piangerò / Stanotte nei miei sogni o no?». / / Io i miei sogni li proteggo sol da me, / Voglio solo star dove nessun altro c'è. / Io non mi curo di quel che si dice di me, / Io spero sol che niente più addolori me!」; on 11/10/22 I finally take this into my hands and finish it, from 19:27 to 19:38 with a tweak at 3:27 the following night;
9. On 24/10/23 at 14:46 I start a Japanese remake with «Ame no yo / Hitori de iku/yuku,»; I complete it on 29/10/23 at 9:14-9:20 + 9:37-9:47 + 9:52-9:53 + 10:00-10:14, with tweaks the following evening;
10. 29/10/23 10:25 I start an English remake; I continue till 10:34, then 10:45-10:47 + 13:25-13:50 + 19:25-19:32, and with that it's complete;
11. After those two, I kinda have the song in mind, so on 3/11/23 at 10:00-11:02, with very heavy usage of a rhyme dictionary because OMG it's hard to get all those rhymes, the density I pulled off is just crazy… anyway I remake the French with rhymes, and I tweak it at 1:14 the following night as I put it here, realizing also that what I wrote as "remmené" was meant to be "ramené".

On 13/8/19, to record the Ukrainian, Czech, and Japanese versions into a video, I made some changes to the translations:

• "Kono yume mamoru" in the chorus gets a "wo";
• "Tanin ga hanasu kamawanai" is probably ungrammatical, and anyways it gets a "mono wo" in the middle;
• "Wasurenai jin wasuretai" swaps jin with hito ga;
• "Kono me de zutto mizu" swaps mizu with namida ga aru and shoves the rest into the first 4 notes which become 6;
• "Ai boku ni doko da toitakunai" gets "to" after "da";
• The last line of the Czech swaps zvykl with zvyklý by symmetry with the line two lines above;
• The last line of the Ukrainian changes "do domu ity odýn" to its present form.

These all date to the morning, then I did some Sappho, then lunch, then recording, and by 15/16 I was done recording. Uploading took forever because editing did. Also, I noticed a typo in the Ukrainian transliteration: dorózi, not doróhi. Made me make a mistake in the video.
The time has now come (1/9/19) to think of recording the other three versions.

• Let me change "I'll cry or not" to "I'm gonna cry", to end on "cry" and not "not".
• Also, "Io me ne frego se gli altri parlano" is both a horrible translation and one that doesn't agree with music very much, considering "frego" would have a pause in between its syllables. 14:59, time to think about fixing that.
• 15:00, "chi ricordo ancor" isn't really correct, "chi scordar non posso" has an extra note, OK done, "chi non so scordar " is another option, but I prefer the one I put below.
• "Le lacrime sempre avrò" is a bit non-literal, maybe I can make it more literal. 15:07 done.
• In the meantime, "Io solo son come scudo ai sogni miei" was changed at 15:03.

Also, in the French, "à maison" nope, article, same for "trouver amour", and "personne n' veut écouter" has no need for that unhearable and barely pronounceable "n'". Finally, "ceux qui m' sont en ment" has the same problem of the corresponding Italian, 15:09 let's fix this.
Second round of fixes:

• "Those I ain't forgot" is not as literal as can be.
• Make the question in l. 3 of chorus 2 a direct one so "can I find" avoids the cluster of "I can find" which would make it hard to tell from "I can't find".
• "Non so se è pioggia" needs a subjunctive.
• Pluralize "in sogno" in l. 4.
• "Ceux que" is homophonous to "ce que", make it "celle que", since the "rén" is probably his ex. Btw, make "those I can't forget" "the one I can't forget". Too late for the other versions, but fix "které" to "kterou" and "kotryx" to the half-guessed "kotru".

Two last tweaks while recording: "ce nuit" is ungrammatical, and I wonder how I didn't correct it before, and "nei sogni" is a bit strange and much better as "nei miei sogni". And at 16:15, after finishing the recording, I have the changes made. And sometime while editing, a last tweak: "what the others all do say" made into "what the others have to say".
Let's read these translations!

独自走在 下雨的黑夜里。 是雨？是泪？ 我也分不清。 每天，每天 都会问自己 “今夜梦里 会不会哭？”。 我一个人 独自守着我的梦， 我只希望 躲在无人的角落。 我不在乎 别人都在说什么， 我只希望 能够不再受伤害。 独自走在 走不完的长路， 想要忘记 忘不了的人。 每夜，每夜， 心碎的边缘， 眼泪已干 没人看见。 我不想说， 只因谁也不想听， 我已习惯 自己说给自己听。 我不想问 哪里才能找到爱， 我已习惯 自己带自己回家。 Original Middle Final Remake Alone, I walk At night under the rain, I can not tell If it’s rain or tears. Each day, each day, I do wonder if Tonight, in dreams, I'll cry or not. I am alone In protecting all my dreams, I only hope To hide where nobody is. I do not care If the others something say, I only hope Not to suffer other wounds. Alone, I walk A long way Ihe must end, Wish to forget Those I ain't forgot. Each night, each night, Heartbreak beingis so close, My tears all dried No-one has seen. I wish not speak, Just ’cause no-one wants to hear, I’ve got used to Listening to what I say. I wish not ask In what place I can find love, I’ve got used to Bringing myself home alone. Alone, I walk At night under the rain, I cannot tell If it’s rain or tears. Each day, each day I do wonder if That night, in dreams, I’ll cry or not. I am alone In protecting all my dreams, I only hope To hide where nobody is. I do not care What the others all do say, I only hope Not to suffer other wounds. Alone, I walk Along an endless road, Wish to forget Those I ain’t forgot. Each night, each night, Heartbreak is so close, My tears all dried No-one has seen. I wish not speak, Just ’cause no-one wants to hear, I’ve got used to Listening to what I say. I wish not ask In what place I can find love, I’ve got used to Bringing myself home alone. Alone, I walk At night under the rain, I cannot tell If it’s rain or tears. Each day, each day I do wonder if That night, in dreams, I’m gonna cry. I am alone In protecting all my dreams, I only hope To hide where nobody is. I do not care What the others have to say, I only hope Not to suffer other wounds. Alone, I walk Along an endless road, Wish to forget The one I can't forgot. Each night, each night, Heartbreak is so close, My tears all dried No-one has seen. I wish not speak, Just ’cause no-one wants to hear, I’ve got used to Listening to what I say. I wish not ask "In what place can I find love?", I’ve got used to Bringing myself home alone. It's night, rain falls, I'm walking all alone, I can't be sure If it's tears or rain. Each day, each day This for me is unknown: At night, in dreams, Will I cry again? I must protect All my dreams here all alone, I only hope I'll keep hiding on my own. I do not care What all others have to say I only hope Grief will always stay away Alone I walk This road's infinity, Of her will I Forever have memory? Each night, each night, Heartbreak is so near: In my two eyes There'll always be a tear! I wish not speak: No-one's listening to me! I have grown used To listening to what I say I wish not ask Where can I find love for me: I have grown used To going home alone each day! Original 3/9/12 Final Remake 一人ひとりで 雨あめの夜よるに— 雨あめ？泣なき？ 知しらず行ゆく。 毎日まいにち 思おもい問とう： “今夜こんや夢ゆめに 泣なくの？” 一人ひとりで この夢ゆめ守ま と希望きぼう 只ただ一人ひとり潜ひそむ。 他人たにんが 話はなす構かまわない と希望きぼう 只ただ傷付きずつけない！ 一人ひとりで 無限むげんの道みちにに 忘わすれない 人じん忘わすれたい。 毎夜まいよ、毎夜まいよ、 心こころ折おる、 この目めで いつも水みず。 言[い]ったくない： 毎人まいにん聞ききたくない。 自分をの 傾聴けいちょうに慣なれた。 愛あい僕ぼくに とこだ問といたくない。 一人ひとりで 家いえ行いく慣なれた！ 一人ひとりで 雨あめの夜よるに— 雨あめか涙なみだ？− 知しらず行ゆく。 毎日まいひ、毎日まいひ 思おもい問とう： “今夜こんや夢 ゆめに 泣なくの？” 一人ひとりで この夢ゆめ守 まもる と希望きぼう 只ただ 一人ひとり潜ひそむ。 他人たにんが 話はなす構かまわない と希望きぼう 只ただ 傷付きずつけない！ 一人ひとりで 無限むげんの道みちに、 忘わすれない 人じん忘 わすれたい。 毎夜まいよ、毎夜まいよ、 心こころ折 おる、 この目めで ずっと水みず。 言いったく無ない： 毎人まいにん聞 ききたくない。 自分じぶんの 傾聴けいちょうに慣なれた。 愛あい僕 ぼくに どこだ問といいたく無ない。 一人ひとりで 家いえ行 いく慣なれた！ 一人ひとりで 雨あめの夜よるに— 雨あめか涙なみだ？ −知しらず行ゆく。 毎日まいひ、毎日まいひ 思 おもい問とう： “今夜こんや夢 ゆめに 泣なくの？” 一人ひとりで この夢ゆめを守まもる と希望きぼう 只 ただ 一人ひとり潜ひそむ。 他人たにんが 話はなすものを構かまわない と希望きぼう 只 ただ 傷付きずつけない！ 一人ひとりで 無限むげんの道みちに、 忘わすれない 人ひとが忘わすれたい。 毎夜まいよ、毎夜まいよ、 心こころ折 おる、 この目めでずっと 涙なみだがある。 言いったく無ない： 毎人まいにん聞 ききたくない。 自分じぶんの 傾聴けいちょうに慣なれた。 愛あい僕 ぼくに どこだと問といいたく無ない。 一人ひとりで 家いえ行 いく慣なれた！ 雨あめの夜よ 一人ひとりでゆく 空そらが泣なく と思おもってる 毎日まいにち 知しりたいよ： 僕ぼくは今夜こんや 夢ゆめに泣なくの？ 一人ひとりで 守まもる、この夢ゆめを、 この希望きぼうは 一人ひとりになること 構かまわない 他人たにんが言いうもの この希望きぼうは 苦くるしみないこと 一人ひとりで 長道ながみちでゆく 忘わすれれない 人ひとが忘わすれたい 毎夜まいよ、毎夜まいよ、 ほとんど傷心しょうしんする 涙なみだが もう乾かわかない 聞ききたくない 人ひとに言いいたく無ない 自分じぶんに話はなす ことに慣なれた 僕ぼくのために 恋こいが探さがしたくない いつも一人ひとりで 家いえに帰かえった Original Final Rhyming Tout seul je suis Dans une nuit de pluie. Est-ce pluie? Est-ce larmes? Je ne le sais pas. Chaque jour, chaque jour, Je démande à moi: “Cette nuit en rêves Vais-je pleurer?” Moi, je suis seul À protéger tous mes rêves, Moi, seul j’espère M'escondre où il y a personne Moi, si queles gens -> Moi me préoccupe pas Disent quelque chose, … -> si les gens disent quelque chose, Moi, seul j’espère De pouvoir ne plus souffrir!      [At which point the next-to-last couplet gets its final form] Tout seul je vais Sur une rue infinie, J’ veux oublier Ceux qui m'sont en ment. Chaque nuit, chaque nuit, Mon cœur presque se romp, Mes larmes séchées Personne n’a vues. Moi, j’ veux pas dire Car personne veux écouter, Moi, j’ai habitude D’écouter moi même parler. Moi, j’ veux pas dir “Où peux-je trouver amour?”, Moi, j’ai habitude D’emm’ner moi même à maison! Tout seul, je vais Dans une nuit de pluie. Est-ce pluie? Est-ce larmes? Je ne le sais pas. Chaque jour, chaque jour, Je demande à moi: “Cette nuit, en rêves, Vais-je pleurer?” Moi, je suis seul À protéger tous mes rêves, Moi, seul j’espère Me cacher où n’y a personne. Moi, si les gens Disent quelque chose, bien, je m’en Moi, seul j’espère     [fiche! De pouvoir ne plus souffrir! Tout seul, je vais Sur une rue infinie, J’ veux oublier Celle que j' peux pas oublier. Chaque nuit, chaque nuit, Mon cœur presque se rompt; Mes larmes séchées Personne n’a vues. Moi, j’ veux pas dire Car personne veut écouter, Moi, j’ai habitude D’écouter moi même parler. Moi, j’ veux pas dire “Où peux-je trouver l'amour?”, Moi, j’ai habitude D’emm’ner moi même à la maison! Tout seul, cette nuit Je marche sous la pluie, Ce ciel pleure-t-il? Le dire m'est difficile. Chaque jour, chaque jour, J'me demande toujours Si en mon rêver Cette nuit j'vais pleurer. Moi, j'suis resté Seul mes rêves à protéger, Moi, bien j'espère Trouver un cachement solitaire. Moi, je m'en fiche D'ce que tous les autres disent, Moi, bien j'espère Qu'mes blessurent ne soyent plus ouvertes. Tout seul, j'm'en vais, Ma rue, sans fin elle est, J'aim'rais oublier Celle que j' peux pas oublier. Chaque nuit, chaque nuit, Un coeur blessé je suis, Mes larmes jamais Ne vont se sécher! Moi, j'veux pas parler, Car personne ne veut m'écouter Moi toujours j'ai Ma voix moi-même écouté. Moi, j'ne veux pas Chercher de l'amour pour moi, Moi, toujours j'ai Moi-même à la maison ramené! Один ходжу В дощовий ночі Єсть дощ? Єсть сльози? Я не розрізняю. Ве дню кожім Запитую себе: "Ве ночі, ве мріях, Буду плакати?" Я самітий Захищаю мрії мої Тілки сподіваюсь Критися в пустельнім куту Мені все одно Що всі інші говорять Тільки сподіваюсь Могти не страждати знову Один ходжу В дорозі незліченній Хочу забути Котру не можу забути Ве ночі кожім Ве серденьки краю Сльози мої сушені Бачив нихто Нехочу говорити Бо нихто хоче слухати Я звикнув Говорити се собою Нехочу запитати Де можу знайти любовь Я свикнув Іди до дому один 自家自己行走在 落水下雨个的暗晡夜里 系是水雨系是泪 涯我也看毋不清 自家自己恬恬静静 问自家自己每日 梦肚里会毋不 会流目汁眼泪 *涯我单侪人一个人 自家自己障守等着吾我（的）个的梦 涯我浄只希望 躲在无人个的角落 涯我毋不爱要知 别人个的讲说涯我么个什么 涯我浄只希望 毋不会翻再次心痛着到涯我 自家自己行走在 行走毋不周完个的大路 想爱要忘记 忘毋忒不了个的人 每夜每夜 心碎个的最惨严重 目汁眼泪已燥干 无没流跡影 # 涯我毋不想讲说 因为也无没人爱要听 涯我已经惯习惯 忒做？自家自己讲说自家自己听 涯我毋不想问 位滴哪里正才寻找得着到爱 涯我已经惯习惯 忒做？自家自己带自家自己转回（家） * #

Dúzì zǒu zài Xiàyǔ de hēiyè lǐ. Shì yǔ? Shì lèi? Wǒ yě fēn bù qīng. Měi tiān, měi tiān Dōu huì wèn zìjǐ “Jīnyè mèng lǐ Huì bù huì kū?”. Wǒ yī gè rén Dúzì shǒuzhe wǒ de mèng, Wǒ zhǐ xīwàng Duǒ zài wúrén de jiǎoluò. Wǒ bù zàihu Biérén dōu zài shuō shénme, Wǒ zhǐ xīwàng Nénggòu bù zài shòu shānghài. Dúzì zǒu zài Zǒu bù wán de cháng lù, Xiǎngyào wàngjì Wàng bù liǎo de rén. Měi yè, měi yè, Xīnsuì de biānyuán, Yǎnlèi yǐ gàn Méirén kànjiàn. Wǒ bù xiǎng shuō, Zhǐ yīn shuí yě bù xiǎng tīng, Wǒ yǐ xíguàn Zìjǐ shuō gěi zìjǐ tīng. Wǒ bù xiǎng wèn Nǎlǐ cái néng zhǎodào ài, Wǒ yǐ xíguàn Zìjǐ dài zìjǐ huí jiā. q Final Remake Da sol Di notte, sol, sotto la pioggia vo, Non so se è pioggia o lacrime. In ogni dì mi chiedopenso: “in sogno iopiangerò Stanotte in sogno o no?”. Io solo son Come scudo ai sogni miei, Io spero solsol vo’ star In un angolo da sol. Io se qualcosa Gli altri dicon, me ne -> men frego, Io spero sol Di poter non più soffrir. Vo sol per via Che devo terminarnon finisce mai, E vo’ scordar quelli che ri Chi scordar non so. Mi spezzo il cuor Ogni notte, sì, Le lacrime Sempre avrò. Io non vo’ dir, Ché nessun vuole ascoltar, Io a parlar A me stesso avvezzo son. Io domandar “Dove trovo amor?” non vo’, Io a tornar Solo a casa avvezzo son. Di notte, sol, Sotto la pioggia vo, Non so se sia Pioggia o lacrime. In ogni dì Penso: “Piangerò Stanotte Nei miei sogni o no?”. Io solo son Che proteggo i sogni miei, Io sol vo’ star In un angolo da sol. Io me ne frego Di quel che la gente dice, Io spero sol Di poter non più soffrir. Vo sol per via Che non finisce mai, E vo’ scordar Chi scordar non so. Mi spezzo il cuor Ogni notte, sì, Le lacrime Negli occhi sempre avrò. Io non vo’ dir, Ché nessun vuole ascoltar, Io a parlar A me stesso avvezzo son. Io domandar “Dove trovo amor?” non vo’, Io a tornar Solo a casa avvezzo son. Di notte, sol, Sotto la pioggia vo, È pioggia o pianto? Dirlo io non so. Ed ogni dì Penso: «Piangerò Stanotte nei Miei sogni o no?». Io i miei sogni Li proteggo sol da me, Voglio solo star Dove nessun altro c'è. Io non mi curo Di quel che si dice di me, Io spero sol Che niente più addolori me! Non par finir La via su cui io sto, Scordar vorrei Chi scordar non so. La notte sempre Mi s'infrange il cuor, Chissà se mai Gli occhi asciutti avrò… Io non vo' dir Ché nessun vuole ascoltar, So che da sol Finisco sempre per parlar. Io non chiederò Dove trovo amor per me, So che ritorno Sempre a casa mia da me! Original 3/9/12 Final Remake Hitori de Ame no yoru ni – Ame? Naki? – Shirazu yuku. Mainichi Omoitou: "Kon'ya yume ni Naku no?" Hitori de Kono yume mamoru To kibô Tada hitori hisomu. Tanin ga Hanasu kamawanai To kibô Tada kizutsukenai! Hitori de Mugen no michi ni Wasurenai Jin wasuretai. Mai yo, mai yo, Kokoro oru, Kono me de Itsumo mizu. Ittaku nai: Mainin kikitaku nai. Jibun no Kêchô ni nareta. Ai boku ni Doko da toitaku nai. Hitori de Ie iku nareta! Hitor de Ame no yoru ni – Ame ga namida? – Shirazu yuku. Maihi, maihi Omoitou: "Kon'ya yume ni Naku no?" Hitori de Kono yume mamoru To kibô Tada hitori hisomu. Tanin ga Hanasu kamawanai To kibô Tada kizutsukenai! Hitori de Mugen no michi ni Wasurenai Jin wasuretai. Mai yo, mai yo, Kokoro oru, Kono me de Zutto mizu. Ittaku nai: Mainin kikitaku nai. Jibun no Kêchô ni nareta. Ai boku ni Doko da toitaku nai. Hitori de Ie iku nareta! Hitori de Ame no yoru ni –Ame ga namida?– Shirazu yuku Maihi, maihi Omoitou: "Kon'ya yume ni Naku no?" Hitori de Kono yume wo mamoru To kibô Tada hitori hisomu Tanin ga Hanasu mono wo kamawanai To kibô Tada kizutsukenai Hitori de Mugen no michi ni, Wasurenai Hito ga wasuretai Maiyo, maiyo, Kokoro oru, Kono me de zutto Namida ga aru Ittaku nai: Mainin kikitaku nai Jibun no Kêchô ni nareta Ai boku ni Doko da to toitaku nai Hitori de Ie iku nareta Ame no yo Hitori de yuku, Sora ga naku To omotteru Mainichi Shiritai yo: Boku wa kon'ya Yume ni naku no? Hitori de Mamoru, kono yume wo, Kono kibô wa Hitori ni naru koto Kamawanai Tanin ga iu mono Kono kibô wa Kurushiminai koto Hitori de Nagamichi de yuku Wasurerenai Hito ga wasuretai Maiyo, maiyo Hotondo shôshin suru Namida ga Mô kawakanai Kikitaku nai Hito ni iitaku nai Jibun ni hanasu Koto ni nareta Boku no tame ni Koi ga sagashitaku nai Itsumo hitori de Ie ni kaetta Original Corrected 1 Corrected 2 Reworked Blog Final Ja sám chodím Ve deštivé noci Jest déšť? Jest slzy? Ne odlišuji Ve dnem každém Ptám se sebe: "V noci, ve snech, Budu plakat?" Ja osamělý Chráním mojé sny Použe doufám Skrýt se v opuštěném rohu Ja ne starám Se ostatní co řeknou Použe doufám Moci ne trpět opět Ja sám chodím V cestě nekonečné Chci zapomenout Které nemohu zapomenout V každé noci Ja v žalu hraně Slzy mé sušené Nikdo viděl Ja nechci mluvit Protože nikdo/ježto(?) chce slyšet Ja jsem zvykl Si mluvit použe se sebou Ja nechci ptát Se lásku kde mohu najít Ja jsem zvykl Si chodit do domu sám Ja sám chodím Ve deštivé noci Jest déšť? Jest slzy? Nerozlišuji Každý den Ptám se sebe: "V noci, ve snech, Budu plakat?" Ja osamělý Chráním mojé sny Doufám pouze Skrýt se v opuštěném rohu Ja se ne starám O tom, co řeknou ostatní Doufám pouze Jen netrpět opět Ja sám chodím V cestě nekonečné Chci zapomenout Co nemohu zapomenout V každé noci Ja v žalu hraně Slzy mé otřené Nikdo viděl Ja nechci mluvit Protože nikdo nechce slyšet Ja jsem zvyklý Si mluvit použe se sebou Ja si nechci ptát Kde mohu najít lásku Ja jsem zvyklý Chodit sám domů Ja sám chodím Ve deštivé noci Jest déšť? Jest slzy? Nerozlišuji Každý den Ptám se sebe: "V noci, ve snech, Budu plakat?" Ja osamělý Chráním mojé sny Přeji si jen Skrýt se v opuštěném rohu Nezajímá mě Názor/myšlenka ostatních Přeji si jen Abych netrpěla Ja sám chodím V cestě nekonečné Chci zapomenout Co nemohu zapomenout V každé noci Ja v žalu hraně Slzy mé otřené Nikdo viděl Ja nechci mluvit Protože nikdo nechce poslouchat Ja jsem si zvykl Si mluvit použe se sebou Já se neptám sebe Kde mohu najít lásku Ja jsem si zvykl Chodit sám domů Ja sám chodím Ve deštivé noci Jest déšť? Jest slzy? Nerozlišuji Ve den každý Ptám se sebe: "V noci, ve snech, Budu plakat?" Ja osamělý Chráním moje sny Jen přeji si Skrýt se v opuštěném rohu Ja se nestarám O tom, co řeknou ostatní Jen přeji si, Abych netrpěla Ja sám chodí V cestě nekonečné Chci zapomenout Ty, které nemohu zapomenout V každé noci Ja v žalu hraně Slzy mé otřené Nikdo viděl Ja nechci mluvit Protože nikdo nechce slyšet Ja jsem zvyklý Mluvit použe se sebou Ja si nechci ptát Kde mohu najít lásku Ja jsem zvyklý Chodit domů samotný Ja sám chodím Ve deštivé noci Jest déšť? Jest slzy? Nerozlišuji Ve každý den Ptám se sebe: "V noci, ve snech, Budu plakat?" Ja osamělý Chráním moje sny Jen přeji si Skrýt se v opuštěném rohu Ja se nestarám Ostatní co řeknou Jen přeji se Abych netrpělý! Ja sám chodím V cestě nekonečné Chci zapomenout Ty kterou nemohu zapomenout V každé noci Ja v žalu hraně Slzy mé otřené Nikdo viděl Ja nechci mluvit Protože nikdo nechce slyšet Ja jsem zvyklý Mluvit použe se sebou Ja si nechci ptát Lásku kde mohu najít Ja jsem zvyklý Si chodit domů samotný Ja sám chodím Ve deštivé noci Jest déšť? Jest slzy? Nerozlišuji Ve den každý Ptám se sebe: "V noci, ve snech, Budu plakat?" Ja osamělý Chráním moje sny Jen přeji si Skrýt se v opuštěném rohu Ja se nestarám O tom, co řeknou ostatní Jen přeji si, Abych netrpělý! Ja sám chodím V cestě nekonečné Chci zapomenout Ni, kterou nemohu zapomenout V každé noci Jsem ve hraně žalu Slzy mé otřené Nikdo neviděl Ja nechci mluvit Protože nikdo nechce slyšet Ja jsem zvyklý Mluvit použe se sebou Ja si nechci ptát Kde mohu najít lásku Ja jsem zvyklý Chodit domů samotný Odýn xodžú V dośóvyj nočí – Ĵest' doś? Ĵest sl'ózy? Ĵa ne rozriznĵáĵu. Ve dnĵu kožím Zapytuĵú sebé: "Ve nóči, ve mríĵax Búdu plakáty?" Ĵa samítyj Zaxyśáĵu mríĭ moǐ́, Tíl'ky spodiváĵus' Krýtysĵa v pustél'nim kútu. Mení vse odnó Śo vsi ínši hovorĵat', Tíl'ky spodiváĵus' Móhty ne straždáty znóvu. Odýn xodžú V dorózi nezličénnij, Xočú zabúty Kótru ne možú zabúty Ve nóči kožím Ve serdén'ky kráĵu, Sl'ózy moǐ́ sušéni Báčyv nyxtó. Nexóču hovorýty Bo nyxtó xóče sluxáty, Ĵa zvyknúv Hovorýty se sobóĵu. Nexóču zapytáty De móžu znájty lĵubóv', Ĵa zvyknúv Ídy do dómu odýn. Tshìi-ka hâng tshoi Lȯk-shúi kài àm-pu li Hè shúi hè lùi Ngâi ya khòn m tshin Tshìi-ka tiam-tiam Mùn tshìi-ka mui nyit Mùng tú vòi m Vòi lîu muk-cip * Ngâi tan-sâ-nyîn Tshìi-ka còng-tén nga kài mùng Ngâi tshiàng hi-mòng Tó tshoi mô-nyîn kài kok-lȯk Ngâi m òi ti Phėt-nyîn kài kóng ngâi mak-kài Ngâi tshiàng hi-mòng M vòi fan sim-thùng tó ngâi Tshìi-ka hâng tshoi Hâng m ciu kài thài lù Sióng-òi mông-kì Mông m hẹt kài nyîn Mui yà mui yà Sim-sui kài tsùi tshám Muk-cip yí tsau Mô lîu tsiak-yáng # Ngâi m sióng kóng Yin-vùi ya mô nyîn òi thàng Ngâi yí-kin kwàn Hẹt tshìi-ka kóng tshìi-ka thàng Ngâi m sióng mùn Vùi-tit càng chim tet tó òi Ngâi yí-kin kwàn Thẹt tshìi-ka tài tshìi-ka cón * #