Heart addiction

Speaking of "love […] just to break up, for memories", today we have a Cantonese song I was about to forget about completely and leave out of the blog, despite having many translations, and this is the last draft I wrote. We are talking about 心瘾 | Sam1 jan5, "Heart addiction", which I met sometime in Jan 2012. I translated it:

1. To English, a translation first recorded in the attachment of the email by which I sent the song in for corrections on Mar 9 2012 at 17:55, with the line «An obedient partner will be my» left blank since we both couldn't understand the original, save for me having an illumination and ending up with the alternate version «I'll get addicted to a love that / Obeys»; the mega-intro says that I found the song on 5/2, had my understanding corrected on 6/3, and solved this problem «tra il 6/3 – data della sua ultima venuta a casa mia – e l’8/3, data in cui era presente la traduzione Inglese di questa canzone» (between 6/3 – date in which he [my corrector at the time] last came to my home – and 8/3, date on which the English translation of this song was present»; that's the version that shows up in the 28/7/12 11:01 file and the 5/8/12 19:26 file; the printout of the 28/7/12 file has an annotation giving the version «Obedient lover will be my / Heart-need» which the mega-intro explicitly dates to 26/7; the version below, clearly a tweak of that annotation, first appears in the 18/8/12 15:27 file, save for having "lover" in place of "partner", which is a change «Decided 29/4/21 17:14»;
2. To Italian on my schooltrip to Munich, and specifically on either 20/3 or 21/3/12, the diary isn't split between the two but it really looks like there is a day transition between the date 20/3 and the translation, and I also remember this translation being done on the last night there, which was clearly that between 21/3 and 22/3; the mega-intro places this on 20/3, weirdly enough; I should look at the original of the diary to see what gives; maybe I misremember and this was actually done on 20/3? In effect, come to think of it, I never wrote the account of 22/3 by hand, so since this is on the diary, it's probably from the night between 20 and 21;
3. To Japanese, where the line 自分落とした appears between the 28/7/12 11:01 file and the 5/8/12 19:26 file, the 28/7 file planning a French version; this is weird, because the full translation is manuscripted on the printout of the 28/7 file, and the mega-intro dates it to 26/7; at any rate, the manuscript is faithfully transcribed as the printout version below; the 18/8/12 15:27 file gives us the final version save for "First strike zutto sagashita", where the "wo" appears between 18/8/12 21:16 and 3/9/12 13:26.

Then again, I'll probably ponder what the heck this song means and very heavily rework all of its translations before recording it. Welp, let's see!

当告别了恋人 当我落魄失魂 总会面对黑暗 扬言别再流泪牺牲 ＊ 当我习惯一人 当我在脑海自制兴奋 想起女伴背部美感 眼部那样性感 又会身心解禁 找个外表吸引动人 天性自私的女人 ＃ 人怎会越爱越要恨 我越怕越接近 我越近越觉没有天份 开始总想到先发制人 对方到最后变猎人 @ 人怎会越爱越过份 我越错越要问 我越问越是未称心 当找到服从枕边人 心瘾 又会想偷一个吻 ＊ ＃ @ 身边好友每说到爱情 永远说得漂亮 即使真相哪有胜过一仗 ＃ @ When my lover left me When she took my whole self Always would face darkness “Won’t e’er give my freedom or cry” * Used to being lonely When my mind gives excitement to me Her back’s beauty comes to my mind Her so sexy eyes Body and mind lift that ban I look for a charming woman By her nature selfish made # How can men wish to hate, not love Fear gets me all more near Which more makes me feel I’ve no talent At first I always sought the first strike Th’ opponent hunter then became @ How can men err as much as love I ask as much as err And asking makes me undesired An obedient partner will be my Heart-need I’ll want to steal her a kiss * # @ Every time close friends talk about love They say it’s a wonder Though in truth they sadness ne’er overthrew # @ Printout Final 離はなした時とき 自分じぶん落 おとした 暗黒あんこくにずっと もう犠牲ぎせいに泣なかない” ＊一人ひとり慣 なれた。 思おもいは鼻息はないき生 うむと、 奇麗きれいな背中せなか、と 色いろっぽい目めを思おもえ、 二度にどと愛あいしたい。 可愛かわいいと私的*してきな 女じょを捜さがす。 ＃人ひとはほ愛あいしほど厭いといたい 僕ぼく懸念 けねんほど 向むかえほど鬼才きさい才能さいのうないきすろ存ぞんじ。 First strikeファースト　ストライクずっと探さがした、 敵てきは狩人*かりゅう*ど成なった。 ＠人ひとは愛あいしほど過すぎ 僕ぼく落 おち度どほど 問といたいほど不必要ふひつようだ 直々なおなおなパートナー見みれば、 漬づけ、 キスをが取とりたい。 ＊ ＃ ＠ 仲好なかよしは愛あいついて ずっと“奇麗きれい”と言いう、 でももう交戦こうせんを勝かちなかった ＃ ＠ 離はなした時とき、 自分じぶん落 おとした。 暗黒あんこくにずっと、 もう捧ささぎに泣なかない！ ＊一人ひとり慣 なれた、 思おもいは鼻息はないき生 うむと、 奇麗きれいな背中せなかと 色いろっぽい目めを思おもえ、 愛あいしたい。 可愛かわいいと私的してきな 女おんなを捜さがす。 ＃人ひとは愛あいしほど厭いといたい？！ 僕ぼく懸念 けねんほど 近ちかいほど才能さいのうない存ぞんじ。 First strikeファースト　ストライクをずっと探さがした、 敵てきは狩人かりゅうど成なった。 ＠人ひとは愛あいしほど過すぎ？！ 僕ぼく落 おち度どほど 問といたいほど不必要ふひつようだ！ 直々なおなおなパートナー見みれば、 漬づけ、 キスが取とりたい。 ＊ ＃ ＠ 仲好なかよしは愛あいついて ずっと“奇麗きれい”と言いう、 でももう交戦こうせんを勝かちなかった！ ＃ ＠

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